Broken but beautiful (in other way)

Chapter 6💖

Next day..both Sid and Sana met at a park..they were sitting on a bench..when Sid asked, "Ab kaisa feel ho raha hai Sana..I know jisse pyaar karte ho usi se bewafai  milne se kitna dukh hota hai..par you have to move on na.. zindagi yahi tham nahi jaati.." while Sana looked at him, giving sarcastic smile, she said,"Aur kaise bhulu Sid..ab toh bhulne ka bhi koi rasta nahi....

Sid looked at her with confusion and asked,"Matlab ?mein tumhari baat kuch samjha nahi"

Sana looked at him with teary eyes and whispered, "Matlab...I am pregnant.."

While Sid sat their numb..he could'nt believe what he heard.....

"Kab pata chala yeh baat"asked Sid with broken voice..while Sana couldn't understand the pain behind his words and said being lost in her miseries, "Kal jab ghar pahunchi..tab..."

"Papa ko bataya pregnancy ke baare mein?"asked Sid to which Sana nodded and said, "Ha..aur papa ke support ke wajah se hi yeh baccha mere andar pal raha hai..."

Sid looked at her with teary eyes..gulping painful lump, he asked "Aage kya socha hai..is bacche ko ek baba ki zarurat hai..akele sambhal paogi tum..itni Kam umra hai tumhari" to which Sana looked at him, wipping her tears , she said"Maa hone ki koi umra nahi hoti..maa,  maa hi hoti hai..aur baba ki koi zarurat  nahi..jaise main apne maa ke bina hi bari Hui hoon..usi tarah mera yeh baccha bhi , baba ke bina hi bara hoga..waise bhi Rahul busy hoga apne life mein..main uske sukh bhari zindagi mein dukh nahi Lana chati..aur mein akele hi is bacche ko bara kar sakungi...na ise kisi baba ki zarurat hai, aur na iski maa ko kisi jeevan sathi ki"

Listening so, Sid 's all dreams broke down completely..He looked downwards to control his tears..but still tried to pull up a smile on his face..

"Jo bhi faisla hai tumhara, ek dost hone ke naate ..I will support you.."said Sid keeping his hand on her shoulder..while Sana looked at him with a slight smile and said"Thanks a lot Sid, mera saath dene ke liye..usdin bhi sambhalne ke liye aur aaj bhi sambhalne ke liye..tumhara bahut bahut shukriya..."while Sid smiled and nodded his head..

After their meeting, Sid goes  back to his home , driving car in full speed and straight away strides into his room... ignoring his mom's constant calling..

He falls to his bed directly.. holding softu close to himself while crying digging his face on pillow...

"Zindagi mein kisi ladki ko us nazar se nahi dekha..jis nazar se mere umra waale ladke dekhte the..koi girlfriend nahi thi aaj Tak..kisi se pyaar karne ka socha tak nahi..par jab Sana ko dekha toh kuch hua dil mein..jaise koi purana connection ho..kal mein confusion mein tha ki Sana ke taraf mera attraction hai ya sach mein pehli nazar mein pyaar.. par aaj Sana ki baate sun kar mujhe realise hua ki pehli nazar mein hi main use apna dil de baitha..ha log kahenge ki pehli nazar mein pyaar kaise hosakta  hai..par Jo hona tha hogaya ab kuch nahi karsakta mein...aur dekho aaj hi mera dil bhi toot gaya..Sana ko paane ka sapna woh bhi aaj hi toot gaya"said Sid looking at Softu with teary eyes...

While he felt someone caressing his head slowly..he looked back only  to see his mother sitting on the bed, caressing his hairs lovingly ..

"Bacche itni jaldi haar manna accha nahi.. koshish karte rehne se hi hume woh milti hai jise Milne ki aasha bhi nahi hoti"said Rita ji while Sid sat up looking at his mother like a lost child...

"Maa aapko kaise pata chala is baare mein?"asked Sid to which Rita ji hold his face , and said,"Maa hoon bacche..us ek hi din mein, maine pehli baar tere in aankho mein kisi ke liye besumaar mohabbat dekhi..socha tha tujhse baat karungi..par phir tham gayi..kyunki yeh feelings tujhe khud realise hona chahiye.."

But Sid looked down with tears in his eyes and said, "Maa Sana pregnant hai..aur woh ab kisi ko bhi apne zindagi mein jagah nahi dena chati..itne beherehmi se dil jo toota uska..yeh soch hona common hai..par maa mere is dil ko kaise samjhau..yeh jo abhi se hi uske liye dhadkne laga hai...main us bacche ko apnane ke liye bhi tyaar hoon..par uska dil..woh kaise jeetu?Aakhir jab dil Diya hai toh..baccha bhi mera hua na... kabhi use baba ki kami mehsoos hone nahi dunga..itna pyaar dunga ki woh humesha sirf haste hi rahe...

"Kisi ladki ka dil jeetne ke liye, kuch fancy arrangements , date mein lejana ..yeh sab karneki zarurat nahi..uske sukh dukh mein saath dena, use har mushkilon mein pyaar se sambhalna..ushe besumaar mohabbat karna..yahi ek ladki ka dil jeetne ka mul mantra hai..bas meri isi baat ko yaad rakhna..aur ha woh baccha mera bhi toh pota ya poti hai na..tere saath aaj mein bhi promise karti hoon..Teri aur Sana ki shadi ho ya na ho..ek dost naate, aur mein ek maa ke naate use apne bacche jaisa hi pyaar denge...waada raha?"asked Rita ji forwarding her hand to which Sid smiled and hold her hand saying,"Waada raha maa..dost toh maana hai na usne ..aur mere dost ka baccha matlab mere khud ka baccha na..fikar mat kijiye maa..mein Sana ka saath dunga aur bacche ko bahut pyaar dunga...aur ha apni koshish jari rakhunga..agar kismat ka saath raha toh woh meri hogi..nahi toh koi baat nahi..dost bankar hi uske saath rahunga humesha.."

Rita ji smiled and said, "Yeh hua na baat..bas meri baaton ko yaad rakhna bacche..aage zaroor kaam aayegi.."to which Sid nodded and ha.."Ha maa zaroor..par maa meri aapse ek wish hai..aur softu ko bhi.."

"Kya wish bacche?"asked Rita ji getting confused..

"Bas yahi ki Aaj Sunday hai..toh mujhe aur softu ko apne godh Sula dogi please.."asked Sid making puppy face to which Rita ji slightly slapped his cheeks and said, "Yeh bhi koi puchne wali baat hai.. zaroor sulaungi tujhe..aa  lait ja.."said Rita ji sitting comfortably to which Sid quickly laid on her lap along with softu..while Rita ji continued caressing his hairs lovingly.....and atlast he slept peacefully...

Rita ji slowly made him lay on bed not before kissing his forehead lovingly..and got up from bed..she looked towards Sid with concern and then looked upwards praying, "He uparwale! mere bacche ko pehli baar kisi se pyaar hua hai..aap use uske pyaar se mila dena..uski har iccha Puri karna bas...mein mere bacche ke chehre mein maayushi nahi dekh sakti...uski zindagi mein khusiyaan ho bas yahi meri iccha hai..aap uspar apna kripa drishti banaye rakhna..."wiping tears of her eyes with pallu..she left from their..not before closing the room's door..