I am the Fire

Chapter 1.

It was another show ShadowMoon attended in last few weeks. She was at almost every concert of her beloved Ghost band in her country. She sacrificed a lot to do that. Almost everytime she managed to get to the first row on the left side where her one and only Sodo has his place and platform. She was able to catch few pics he throwed at the crowd and interact with him during "Mummy Dust" in his special way with his handjob thing and reaching someone in the audience. She was preparing her outfit for that time and that one idea came up in her mind. What if she'll not use so much make up? Just for once more natural unlike all these other fans? Without second thought she decided to do that. After all, not that anyone would notice anyway.

It was time when show was about to start. She was at the front row again. Very proud of herself. Show was beginning with Kaisarion. Like most of the show during that tour. In a second she flipped into "concert mood". As the show goes by, she had that feeling something was different than in other shows. Sodo is rarly leave his side of the stage to interact with somebody and the crowd. And he was very close to the edge of scene where she's been.  "It's my imagination." She told herself. "It's coincidance." And again "There's no such thing as coicidance." - her mind decided to interrupt. She shook her head and kept have fun .

ShadowMoon POV:

He was so close, so much in my sight. It's like a dream come true. A dream I never dare to dreamt. And yet, so close and so far at the same time. It's time for their little break while Cardi  is talking to the crowd. Suddenly I feel that someone's standing right above me. I look up and see Sodo stands right before me at the scene and tries to hand over something to the security guard. He listens, looks at me and headed in my direction with something in his hand. I can't believe this is happening, but he is walking towards me and with stupid smile hands me whatever was in his hand. I look around, no one really cares because Cardi is at his prime while talking to the fans. I look at my hand noticing it's a note. Not sure what to do, I'm secretly looking at a note trying to read what it says.

It's almost impossible to read as my eyes couldn't focus on a note, everything was blurred. Excitment and adrenaline took away ability to read over me. Finally, slowly letters sharpened and became forming words. It was surreal. As much as I wanted to read it, it still was just sight, nothing reached my brain. Heart and blood pressure racing and eventually words on the paper became logic. "Stay where you are after the show." That's it. Nothing special, nothing involving any cause of the request just...an order.  It was pretty obvious that I'll stay, not moving even an inch. But this Ritual just became second thing in the minute that message became clear and logic.

It was already late and pit became empty. It was just me and silence. Buried deep inside my own thoughts, I didn't even heard footsteps getting closer and louder.It was only that feelieng of being watched that dragged me from it and smell... that fantastic smell of colonge. I turned fast to see Fire Ghoul standing just few steps away. He was without his mask just in his stage outfit. Hand behind his back, standing straight. "Hello, I'm Per. Thank you for staying so long." I'm now in so much shock that not one word can't slip through my lips. I feel it's rude and phatetic, but can't help about it. I'm standing in awe, looking at the most perfect man in the world. To me at least.