I am the Fire

Chapter 13

3rd POV:
They talked. That's a start. Problem was that none of them was completley honest. At some point both of them tried to tell how they really feel about another, but failed. They fall asleep and Sodo was the one to wake up first. He laid there afriad to move to not wake up ShadowMoon. She had her leg on him and wrapped her arms on him. He was thinking about all that stuff she said day before. Who hurted her? Why she wasn't afriad his satanic interestings? All this has to have common point. It looked like she was better. Her breath was regular nad she looked very peaceful. Like she had her first, peaceful sleep in years. He caressed her face and tucked her hair behind her ear. 'She looks so innocent when she sleeps like that.' He thought. 'Yeah, there's no place for my sinful figure in her life. She must regain her light.' Those thoughts battled in his mind with those about her attached to him and naming him idiot and forgiving him, not being scared of him and all those answers she gave him last night. Meanwhile, ShadowMoon started to waking up. She tried not to move to absorb that feeling being so close to him. But it didn't last long. He saw movement of her head.
"How are you feeling? Do you need something?" He asked
"I'm more than fine right now." She said. Little sad, as she knew that her comfortable position will change within seconds. They stayed like that for few more moments as none of them watned it to end. Finally she asked
"How do you want me to call you? Per, Dew, Sodo? Any other nickname?" She suddenly broke the silence.
"You can call me whatever you want. Everything sounds as it should in your lips." He said without thinking. Very fast he realized what he said. He tried to back off, but she had tight grip on him.
"Would it be very bad if I'll call you Per when we're alone?" She asked. "I love the sound of your real name..."
"Lillian, call me whatever you want, I would be more than happy to hear my name coming out of your lips." He said unexpectingly. With that he rolled on top of her and closed his lips to hers and hang over her face admiring the view. Her big, brown eyes, her lips created to kiss, symetric face and back to her eyes. She looked at him with surprise. That cooled him off. He started to realize that emotions took over him. He tried to rushed off of her, but she held his tee and didn't let go. That was that spark. He couldn't resist. He placed his lips on hers and put all of his sorrow from last 24 hours into that kiss. It was shy, gently kiss. Like those first ones, with all that waiting to taste anothers lips. ShadowMoon was surprised, sure. But she could only go on with that kiss. She wasn't sick, she wasn't in bed. Everything around faded. Passion. One word she could think of. 'So that's how it taste...' she thought and prayed for that kiss to last. Sodo was the one who broke the kiss. He looked at her like he did something unforgiveable.
"Fuck! I'm so sorry Lillian. I shouldn't have. I'm an idiot." With that, he rushed from the bed, stormed off the room. She stayed there, not really knowing what just happened. Why he freaked out and ran. She tried to get up from the bed and go after him, but when she tried to stand up, she fell. She was still weak, tried to got back to bed, but her arms were weak too. Moment later there was a knock on the door and Rain poked his head. He saw Sodo running out of her room and that made him anxious, he wanted to see is everything ok.
"ShadowMoon?" He asked when he didn't spot her in the bed. "Where are you? Are you ok?" He started panicking.
"I'm here..." she said quietley.
Rain rushed to the other side of the bed and lifted her from the floor. Looked at her with those gentle eyes and asked
"What were you doing there? You should rest. Are you ok? Anything hurts?"
"No, I'm fine..." She answered and lowered her head.
"Ok, now, did you take your pills?" She shook her head. "Fine, I'll give you them and would you like me to stay and tell me what happened? Why Sodo run out of here like something was on fire even that he refused to move an inch from you since yesterday?" he asked handing ShadowMoon her pill and water. She wasn't sure she wanted to talk at all. Her mood was drowning right now.
"Thank you for your help...and concern, but please, can I be alone now? I'll not try to get up." She said and buried in pillows and blanket. Rain looked sadly at her, she looked more pale than before.
"I hope you'll be better soon. If you'll need anything, call me. I'll be here in no time." He just said and left. 

He went looking for Sodo. Maybe he'll have something to say. He wasn't in his room, living room, kitchen. One place that left where he could be was practice room. He pushed the door and he saw him. Sitting on the floor, staring blank into the void.
"Can you tell me what's going on? Why did you run out like this and why, for Satan's sake, you're locked up here with this hollow eyes?" Rain asked
"Leave me be." He just answered.
"No. I left ShadowMoon alone cause she's ill. But I found her, laying on the floor like she was trying run after you. So no. I won't leave you be." Water Ghoul became impatient.

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A/N Maybe I'll be able to add another chapter today. I'll try. Enjoy and stay safe!