I am the Fire

Chapter 21

Sodo's POV:
Party is a great idea, as long as Swiss won't get drunk as he usually gets. I've got other concerns than his drunken ass. Lillian seems to be fine, but I'm still not sure about her go into the tour. I have to talk with her about that. I can't let her take too much. On the other hand, she's right. It's not like we gonna leave tomorrow. There's one thing which makes me wonder since our walk today. She said her family is christian. Very much into that religion. So why she wasn't scare when I mentioned Lilith, she's using 'och Satan' and other phrases like that and she was into our music? Good christian girl would never got into this. Ritual maybe, couriosity. But mentioning Satan, taking as a compliment comparing name to Lilith, agreeing to live here, love me. Me, who never hide that I'm Satanist and that pentagram hanging on my neck and tattooed on my calf are not for fun, didn't scared her off. I looked at her. She was having a good time. Talking to the girls, making fun of Swiss. She really looked fine, maybe I'm just overprotecting. Maybe it's better this way. I'll look after her. She'll be with me.
ShadowMoon's POV:
It's the first time I have a party with all of them. It's amazing how they can have fun. Rain is still bit shy but making jokes. Mountain laughing and pissing off Swiss it's something I really needed to see. Phantom dancing like there's no tomorrow. Girls...being girls. Gossiping and making fun of all of us. But Per...is buried deep inside his thoughts. I know this face. It may be just two weeks, but I saw it before, when he was overthinking everything. I know he's worry about me. But with him, I've never felt stronger, better.
"Ok, Fire, now it's you who should talk to me. I see that you thinking over something." I walked behind him and whispered into his ear.
"I'm just thinking that it's good that you're coming with us and I can have my eye on you." He said turning into me looking me straight into eyes. "Also, there's one thing I want to ask you. But it's not time and place for that, love." He added after few seconds. I nodded and went to talk to Cardi for a while.

3rd POV:

Sodo was watching her. It was his new obssession. And it started to be somehow not healthy. He started mocking Swiss to stop thinking about all those questions in his head. And relax finally. She was with them, nothing bad can happen to her here in the Church. Party was slowly over. Rain got back to his room, not long after him Mountain said his goodnight, Phantom was still trying to dance with the girls, but even girls were exhausted. Cardi disappeared some time ago. Swiss was sleeping on the couch, so Sodo and ShadowMoon also backed off to Sodo's room. She was tired. Very tired.

Sodo's POV:

"Do you mind if I change you into something more comfortable to sleep?" I asked. Still treating her like a glass that could break under even gentle touch.
"Och, no I don't mind." She said. I took off her tank top and sport bra really trying not to look at her very shapeful brests. I dressed her into one of my King Diamond tees and took down her pants. She stood there only in her panties and my t-shirt. Fuck, I've felt that tightness in my pants. I tried not to think about that. I put on her one of my basketball pants and led her into the bed. When she was tucked, I've tried to change into something more comfortable myself. My thoughts were still wandering around her figure in the middle of my room almost naked. I have to stop thinking about it. Now it's not the time. She's still to weak. It will happen when she'll be all healthy and...I looked at the bed, and awake. I smiled. She was sleeping so deep that even thunder right outside the window wouldn't wake her up. I got to bed next to her, hugging her close and drifted into very unsetteling dream.

3rd POV:
Per woke up and felt Lillian wasn't in bed. He sat up looking around and she wasn't anywhere around. He checked bathroom, still nothing. He dressed up quickly and knocked into her doors. Silence. That made him more and more freak out. He peeked into her room, but it looked like she wasn't there either. 'Maybe she's having a breakfast' he thought and went into the kitchen. It was empty. Went down to the basement, checking practice room. Nothing. One thing that left was go back to his room and call her. He wasn't even sure she's got her phone with her or she left it. He ran into his room, looked around and there was no sign of her cell. He grabbed his and dialed her number. After few signals she picked up.
"Per? Are you up already? What's going on?" She asked
He was furious. Seriously? What's going on?
"Where are you?" Per just asked
"In the forest. In our place." She said "Why? Did something happen?"
"No, stay there. Wait for me." He said clenching his teeth
He left the Church and walked towards little opening in the middle of the forest. He was so angry that he arrived into the place within' five minutes. He saw her sitting there looking up again.
"For fuck's sake what the Hell was that?!" He said way too loud.