Start Over

Seven

February 27th, Saturday 2021
6:30 am
Beyoncé Knowles

I pack my Sir and Rumi's bags getting us ready for a vacation to our private island in the Bahamas. I put a bunch of Rumi's swimsuits in her duffle bag then I do the same with Sir's bag.

"Mommy we're going away?" Rumi asks me as she rests her head on my leg while holding onto me

"Yeah baby we're going on our boat and our other house that you love princess." I tell her then I kiss her forehead

"Yay, I'm gonna tell mama!" She tells me

"Okay princess." I replies then I kiss her again before going back to pack my bags

"Mommy!" I hear a loud scream coming from Blue's bathroom

I immediately drop the bag on the floor and I rush to Blue's bedroom. I go to her bathroom door to see that it's slightly cracked.

"Blue blue?" I whisper

"No don't come inside." She says sounding like she's been crying

"What's wrong Blue Blue?" I ask through the door as I press my ear against it so I can hear her more

"It's embarrassing." She whispers barley loud enough for me to hear her

"Blue you can tell me anything you know that." I tell her

"I can't." She mutters

"Can I come inside?" I ask her

"No!" She freaks out then she immediately closes the door

I sigh softly as I lean my head against her bathroom door.

"Do you want me to get mama?" I suggest

"No! This is so embarrassing.." She repeats

"It can't be that embarrassing baby." I say in a gentle tone

"Okay, Come in." She replies

I sigh softly then I hesitantly open up the bathroom door. I slowly push it open then I walk inside the bathroom. I look around to see Blue sitting on the bathroom floor in a large oversized t shirt that she stole from me. Her knees are pressed against her chest and her chin is on top of her knees while she sits in the corner.

"What's wrong?" I ask her

"I'm..bleeding." She whispers the end of her sentence

"What? Where are you, okay?" I ask her

A frown appear on her face before she quickly wipes a tear that falls on her cheek. I finally understand what she means by bleeding. I sigh softly then I nod in response.

"It's okay, you have no reason to be embarrassed." I tell her

"My stomach hurts mommy." She tells me as she holds her stomach tightly

"I know princess that's normal. I'm gonna go get you a pad and some pain medication okay?" I respond in a soft comforting tone

"Alright." She responds as she rests her head against the sink