you were sat down on the couch thinking of your performance yesterday, it wasn't quite easy being an idol, you had your doubts and issues,but you don't think you did well yesterday, and this caused you into doubting your next performances soon, which was extremely stressful for you considering since you're working under so much pressure especially after this comeback. your worries just kept piling up over and over and you felt disappointed and tragic.
you felt this deviating anxious and heavy feeling in your chest as your breath started getting heavier and heavier till you lost control.
y/n's pov i felt so shaky, holding my head in my hands, trying to catch my breath but not succeeding in doing so, i didn't hear the door unlocking. my boyfriend, felix, had came back home "baby! i'm hom-"
he practically ran to me once he saw my fragile body just sat there feeling faulty.
he gently wrapped him arms around me, caressing my locks as i buried myself into his chest, trying to calm my breathing but still no use of doing that.
"it's okay, you're okay, i'm here. just follow my breathing"
he made sure i knew he was there to protect me. his chest rose up and down, as his steady breaths were followed by mine.
after a few minutes, my panic attack slowly started vanishing, but felix still tried to calm my remaining anxiousness.
he slowly pulled me out of his embrace, holding onto my face, while stroking my cheeks ever so lightly.
"wanna count my freckles?"
he knew me too well, he knew how much this small act could calm me down.
i just nodded. he then patted his lap for me to sit on as i did.
i put all my focus on him and i brushed my index finger lightly over each one i counted with whispers. meanwhile, felix had his eyes closed, while caressing my sides, relishing the moment between you and him.
"1...2..3" i whispered.
and that went on, until i counted all his freckles. and by then, my panic attack was fully gone and i forgot about my stress.
"58" i muttered mesmerizingly.
his eyes fluttered open, smiling angelically at me, staring into my eyes
"they're so pretty, i could stare them forever" i say caressing his freckled face, giving him a peck on his nose, and he returned it with a peck on the lips.
he giggled and said;
"just like you, my love" —————————————— im gonna say it again, TYSM FOR OVER 300 READS!!!! 😭😭🫶🏻🫶🏻 and hbd stays ~~
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