no one made me feel the way he did. i felt so contented around him. my eyes spoke a language of their own. my smile way just real. his teasing, his sweet words, his humor, his gorgeous face..i felt it on the inside, he was the one.... notuntil what happened.. ➾➾➾➾➾➾➾➾➾➾➾➾➾➾➾ you two were now sat down on a layer of grass covering the front of the beach, where waves kept hitting near your legs but not close enough. you two were admiring the settle waves the wind created. the horizon separated the blue sea from the warm sunset where the bright sun peaked into the marbled sky, mixed colors of pink, orange, yellow and a tint of purple spread around like paint. it was so beautiful. but to him, it wasn't as beautiful as you.
he was sat down next to you, head on your shoulder, side hugging you for what seems like eternity to the both of you, but you obviously weren't complaining, as it was also time for him to leave for god knows how long. he's moving. and it wasn't easy for the both of you. even with internet connections, it's still not the same.
you two relaxed in eachother's embraces, relishing the moment. as the sun began the fade away from sight, the moon started to take place in the darkness pooling of the sky. stars scattered everywhere.
you both lied down on the grass, sighing heavily in attempt to brush off some of the heavy feeling but it was no use.
"no stars resemble the ones i see in your eyes, they're too special to be put up in that sky with the other stars" he says admiring you.
you just chuckled sadly. "i'll love you from a distance just like i love the moon. i'll think of you looking at it. so please do the same when you look at the stars."
he didn't mutter a word at that instant, he just pulled you into the safest hug, it's like he was saying "i don't want to ever let you go" but non verbally at that moment.
"stay" you spilled.
"i promise you, i wanna stay, i'll be back, but let me love you like this, from afar, just for a while, like how i love the stars right?" he says, clearly holding back tears.
"trust me, i love you so much, always be sure of that" he always made sure you know he loved you no matter what.
later on after some mixed talks, some crying and some laughing, it was already 6 a.m, and you were yet wide awake. there's no remedy for this type of pain. the one you love most leaving far away, with oceans separating the two of you, not knowing when the hell your next meeting's gonna ever be.
his flight was so soon, so soon that you felt like you just wanted to burst out crying again, which you know you would.
you two went back into his car after spending the night chit chatting under the moonlight.
"i promise i'll be back, my love, don't forget that i love you, and that'll never change. alright? let's just wait and see what the future holds for us, nonetheless, alexa please treat yourself well"
you nodded, your eyes brimming with tears but you decided to hold it in, just for him. but he just hugged you tightly and kissed the crown of your head.
his friends were about to arrive too, since the beach was close to the airport, they decided to come say goodbye.
by the time they arrived it was already 8:30 a.m, you were all standing as a group, taking turns hugging seungmin and bidding your goodbyes. you didn't wanna go to the airport with him, it's gonna hurt either way but still. you didn't go.
he kissed you one last time "i love you princess" he says as he presses his lips into a thin line to prevent his tears from escaping his eyes. "i love you too minnie" you say sniffling.
he hugged you one last time and finally drove away waving his hand towards you all.
his friends were your friends, so they took the time to comfort you and make sure you're okay (you're not but yk 😭).
7 𝓎ℯ𝒶𝓇𝓈𝓁𝒶𝓉ℯ𝓇．．．．
alexa's pov: "i can't believe we lived so far apart from each other like that, LIKE HOW DID WE SURVIVE!" you say now, laughing at the memory with your now fiancé, seungmin, at the same exact beach where you were with him 7 years ago.
"but now i'm glad that you're by my side my baby, and i'm never letting you go" he stated, with a wide smile spread across his face.
"don't you dare" i say staring deep into his orbs, chuckling.
"never" he says giggling as he lied his head down on my lap, with me pecking his luscious lips.
