the Slytherins

15.

Grayson lupin-1st year

I woke up in my brother's arms this morning,I felt calmer. Remus was warm so my body felt over heated. I move out of his grasp,and stand out of the bed. My legs go limp from not being on them for so long. I fix my posture and stance and walk to the bathroom.

I'm going to work hard today because I want to prove that I am not bipolar. All my roommates,my brother and his friends and my therapist believe I am infact bipolar. I just need to show them that I can be normal .what is normal tho?

Do normal people stick to a routine and not let go of it? Do normal people shower with vanilla body wash? What is normal?

Stereotypes and expectations lead to a certain definition of normal.

I walk out the bathroom and Remus is still asleep,I need to get dressed. Regulus,barty and Evan are also still asleep so that means it's early.

When Evan sleeps,he looks so peaceful and honestly beautiful,he looks like he has no care for anything,he sleeps with a smile on his face,like a literal smile. Barty on the other hand,he sleeps with his limbs in a starfish position,drool coming from his mouth,his hair a complete mess.

But there's a beauty to that too,the absolute carelessness of Bartys sleep,he doesn't care who sees him all a mess.

Regulus sleeps like he was forced to sleep that way,he looks stiff but soft in a way.

I grabbed my clothes and made my way to the bathroom,my eyeliner is precisely placed in a shape of a wing. My black under eyeliner goes nicely with the color gray of my eyes.
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It's breakfast time on Remus was awake and at the Gryffindor table,I took notice that Sirius wasn't there yet. I turn to regulus as he talks about how he wants to be a quidditch seeker,then I see it.

"Regulus,what is your brother wearing"I ask him as my eyes lock on Sirius. Regulus eyes follow.

Me,reg,barty and Evans mouths are wide open seeing the scene that plays out Infront of us.

Sirius black Is struting into the dining hall in a short black skirt,a white long sleeve collared shirt and a Gryffindor tye around his neck lously.

"What does he think he's doing?" Regulus says with anger in his tone.

"I think he looks pretty" I tell him. The three of them turn to me with confusion. "What are you,a homosexual?"Barty says with a laugh.

"What's a homosexual?" I ask. That's a funny word,it sounds weird but I feel like I should laugh at it because barty is.

"A man who has a crush on another man" Evan tells me.

"I have had that before" I tell them, looking back at Sirius. I don't have a crush on Sirius or anything like that,I don't really think about crush's that often,of course i have had one. I don't really talk about them,I have never had a crush on a girl tho,but I never seen anything wrong with that.

"What do you mean?" Evan asked.

I look at him with a confused look.

"What do you mean that you had a crush on a guy before?" Barty simplifies Evans question.
"I never have had a crush on a girl,but I did have a few crushes on random boys I used to be friends with at home" I admit. "Why" I ask.

Barty goes to say something then regulus puts his hand over Bartys mouth. "Nothing sunnie,just I think Sirius is doing this to piss of our parents" regulus tells us.

"I think he looks nice,I have never seen a boy in a skirt before,but I would wear it" I say. I wave at Sirius from across the room. He looks confused at my gesture so I smile at him. He smiles back.

Remus hits Sirius on the back of his head then scolds him about something. Remus keeps sneaking glances at Sirius, admiration in his eyes.

I wish someone looked at me how Remus and Sirius look at each other.(a/n little does Grayson know,2 people look at him like that!!!!)

I make eye contact with a boy sat next to James,he has blonde hair and bright blue eyes. He's a 'marauder' and I'm almost sure his name's Peter.

He smiles at me and I smile back. James pinches peters shoulder and he turns around. I almost frown at the lack of attention that I'm getting from the boy.

"Stop" I hear regulus say. I turn to look at him but he's already looking at me. "Stop what?" I ask. He groans "that is both of our brothers friend,stop looking at him like that"he tells me.

"I am not" I say looking back at peter. "Your 12,almost a teenager so I understand that you are starting to form... afflictions for others,but not to our brothers best friend"he scolds me.

"I'm just looking,he's not sore to the eye" I tell him,he groans louder.

"His name is Peter pettigrew and he is a Gryffindor,you can't fall for a Gryffindor" reg says. "But he's pretty"I say. "No,Remus,James and Sirius will kill him for even looking at you,your supposed to stay untouched it's like a friend oath thing" he tells me as he eats a pancake.

"A friend oath thing?" I say with a laugh. "Yea like since your Remus's brother the other three are not aloud to touch you,and since I'm sirius's brother none of the three can touch me,it's something that's not said but expected." He says.

"Well I don't think Remus will care that much"I say,I don't mean it. "Remus won't care that much?are we talking about the same boy? He smacked Sirius in the back of the head because it looked like he was flirting with you"

"Remus knows Sirius wouldn't flirt with me so I think he hit him for another reason"I say. Regulus rolls his eyes. "Stop rolling your eyes,you might find a brain back there"I say. "Ha"he reacts sarcastically.

"Now stop flirting with your brothers friend"
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A/n
Gretter
Petson

Grayson not understanding that he just came out and value of the situation 😭

Trust me Grayson and peters relationship won't last long it's just gonna be for character growth and stuff so don't worry this is rosekiller x oc

This is sirius's outfit(yes this is a girl in the photo but this is the best photo that I could find for him)
Gender fluid Sirius🤍🤍