the Slytherins

16.

Grayson lupin-1st year

"Grayson it's your first therapy session at Hogwarts,you have to go" barty says while hitting me with a pillow.

"No I don't want to" I complain covering my face to block the pillow. "Grayson,you have to go,get up before I make you" he threatened. "Remus,James and Regulus will have your ass if you don't go" Evan says peeping up from his book.

"Do I really have too?" I ask. "Yes so you can get your diagnosis and get better,so get you ass up"Barty says. "Fine" I reply standing up and walking to the bathroom to get dressed. I put my uniform on and apply my eyeliner neatly,I turn and see barty looking at me.

"Can you-um put that on me possibly?" He asks, seemingly nervous about it. "Oh yea sure"I say in a excited tone. I have had someone complement my eyeliner but no one has asked to try it.

I guide him over to his bed and we sit criss cross in the middle. My hand holding his chin in place as I gently put the eyeliner on him. He has a light blush on his cheeks,but I ought not to point it out and embarrass him.

"You look pretty,go look in the mirror" I tell him, pointing to the bathroom. His blush reddens as he walks to the bathroom to look at the eyeliner.
"It looks nice,thank you sunnie" he says smiling at himself in the mirror.

"You have to go Grayson or your going to be late"Evan said putting his book down. "I know,I know,Ill be back and tell Reggie if I'm not back in time to take my books to class anyway."I tell them as I walk through the door.

I walk to the stairs and start going down,I hate these stairs because they move constantly.

Walking to the mind healing room is not quick,it takes about 7 minutes to find it. I walk through a corridor and I see the shadow of four people standing there talking. I turn and see the marauders. Of course it's the fucking marauders.

"Hey gray" Remus greets me with a smile. "Hey moony"i greet back. I look at the group of boys and I make eye contact with Peter,I give him a polite smile. "I have to go,I'll probably see you guys later"I say while waving bye to them

I haven't fully forgave my brother but I'm not going to be petty and ignore his existence. I love my brother,I have always done everything I can to protect him,he did the same. It was a unspoken thing between us,but it was stronger due to the household we were in.

All I want is to get Remus out of that house,it would make everything better. I need my brother to be ok

I need my brother
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Therapy didn't consist of much,it was just a whole bunch of questions about my mood, appetite,etcetera. She said we have a few more sessions before she can give me a proper diagnosis because she didn't want to put me on medication that I didn't need.

All my classes after were a bore,I threw a few paper planes at kids and regulus scolded me about 'causing to much rukas'

I walk into the dining hall for lunch and I see the marauders sat where the marauders sit and my group sitting where we sit, except there is a random kid sat in my seat.

I walk over to the table and stand behind the kid. "Excuse me"I say as politely as possible. He looks up at me but doesn't budge. "Barty why is he in my seat"I say turning to barty. "I don't know,we told him to move but he wouldn't"

"Now,why won't you move"I ask. Silence. This kid is ignoring me, great. I grab the kid by the back of the shirt and I pull him off the seat. He is now sitting on the floor. I sit down in my seat after what felt like years.

"Mr lupin,you cannot just grab students like that, detention"McGonagall says while helping the kid up. I nod my head,as I look over to the Gryffindor table.

I can tell regulus is murdering me with his eyes. "I'm just looking, looking doesn't harm anyone" I tell him. He sighs and looks down at his plate.

Peter pettigrew is the last person I expected to catch my eye. He's taller then me and he's blonde. I never knew I would have a thing for blondes. I'm just looking,until he makes eye contact with me and I hide under the table. "Sunnie what are you doing" Evan asks.

"He seen me looking at him,that's so embarrassing"I say in a complaining tone. "Who?" Barty asks. "Peter pettigrew,we made eye contact and know he knows I have a thing for him"I sound like I'm losing my fucking mind because I am.

"Sunnie,you know he probably doesn't think that,it was just eye contact" regulus says. "Yes well, usually when you make eye contact with someone they don't hide under a table" Evan says.

"Wait you have a crush on pettigrew?"barty says, finally catching up to the conversation. "Yes he does,but he knows he can't do anything about it because that our brothers best friend" Reggie says.

I get up from under the table and sit back on my seat. I go back to just looking.

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About a month later is summer then I will be a 2nd year. That month is just consisted with the same routine of,going to therapy,then classes,staring at pettigrew and then doing nothing about it,and hanging out with barty,Evan and regulus.

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A/n

The end of 1st year finally.

The group learning about his crush on Peter.

Ok in the book I have to clarify that lyall lupin and hope lupin are both Gryffindors and hope isint a muggle. I changed this for content usage.