will it take my pain away?

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Hanni's pov

It's been a year since all of those reckless things happened.

She was my one and only.

But she left and moved on in life.

She left with me for my best friend.

Haerin.

Danielle left me for Haerin.

And I still can't move on from Danielle.

I stood up from my bed and made my way to the bathroom.

I opened each cabinet to find a razor blade.

I found one under some piece of clothing.

I check myself in the mirror before I slash my wrist.

My eyes were puffy and giant dark circles under them.

I've been crying for months.

I really miss Danielle.

I took a quick glance at my wrist and grabbed the razor.

Slashed my wrist a bunch of blood was coming out I felt lightheaded.

My head goes blank  I fall making a loud noise.

I just lay there with no hope.

Minji's pov

I was making dinner for me and Hanni.

When I heard a loud bang.

I ran to her room.

It was locked. Thank God I have a copy key for her bedroom door.

I opened the door to her room and she was nowhere to be  found.

I checked everything but the last thing I needed to check the restroom.

I knocked on the door.

No response.

I twisted the knob and opened the door.

My heart sank.

I see Hanni sitting on the floor with her hands on her sides and her left wrist slashed.

"Hanni omg why did you do that?!?"

I quickly grab some water and a cloth that was there I wrapped it around her wrist.

"I don't feel so good Minji.."

She looked hopeless.

"Hanni what was the cause of this?"

She looked at me in the eyes.

"Danielle..."

She said.

"Honey you know you have to move on it's been a year that you broke up.."

The piece of clothing that I wrapped around her wrist was full of blood.

I took it off and washed it again.

I wrapped it around her wrist.

"I know Min but I just can't...she stoled my heart. I love her so much.."

"Hanni I get it you love her but it's dangerous if you don't move on..."

"Mhm"

I'm kinda sad she didn't say she loves me.

We've been roommates for 3 years.

In those 3 years I've been crushing on her but I never got a chance.

I was there on her ups and downs.

"C'mon Pham let's just get you clean and ready for bed"

I pick her up and she wraps her legs around my waist.

I set her on the bathroom counter.

I once again wash the piece of clothing with water and wiped her wrist.

I put cream on it and a little cute bunny band aid.

"C'mon sweetheart let's go to bed already"

I carry her to her bed.

I lay her down and put the covers on top of her.

"Min can you sleep with me tonight"

"Sure Hanni"

I got under the covers.

"Minji thank you for being there for me"

"No problem Hanni I will protect you with all my heart"

We cuddled up.

"Hanni you know I've loved you for years now?"

"What do you mean?"

"I've had a crush on you for 3 years..."

"Minji I'm sorry but I can't right now I'm trying to move on from Danielle..."

"Hanni you know you could use me to move on"

"Minji.. that's bad"

"C'mon Hanni I will let you use me like a move on!"

"Fine..."

I gave her a hug and a kiss on the cheek.

"So are we dating now?"

"Yeah"

I've been waiting for years and now is my time to do it.

"Hanni"

"Huh?"

I grab her cheeks and kissed her.

The kiss was full of love.

She kissed me back.

Her lips were soft and tasty.

They tasted like cherries.

"I liked it"

Hanni says.

"Do you want more honey?"

"Mhm"

I sit up and she got on top of my lap.

I pull her into a kiss.

This time the kiss was harsh but I still loved it.

Hanni started taking her shirt off.

"Hanni are you sure?"

"I'm more then sure Min"

After that night Hanni hasn't been crying over Danielle anymore.






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