manuel of la brea

68

Your flirty laugh, your tone of voice—
they imply romantic interest
and sometimes an illusion of love
even when you were just being friendly.

Friendly. He’s just being friendly!
I thought to myself,
making myself believe
that those effortless
compliments
and admirations
were just him
being friendly.

Friendly. He’s just being friendly!
I thought to myself
as I watched him
be affectionate and sweet,
captivating my heart
when it’s just him
passing the time
with me.

Your charisma, your gentle nature—
I thought you were showing signs
and I had my chances,
but they were just things
that stimulate your mind,
making you feel fulfilled.