(discontinued) alluring pain.

chapter 48: we meet again.

This is a manga bonten chapter since Im going to finishing the rest of the story for real. This bonten arc in this story took up too much time and I would've been at the final arc if I didn't make it longer. I was just tryna make it a bit longer than the actual Bonten arc in the manga. If you came this far, thank you and Im sorry for what I'll do. 🤍

June 19th, 2018.

M/N's POV:

It was dark out and I was standing near Mikey and Kakucho. "Mikey.. do you want me to go? I won't mention you at all.."

I saw a small nod from him and quickly made my way to that tree, I used visions and they were still sitting there.. waiting.

Once I got there, I felt drained since not only I was going for myself.. I was going for Mikey as well. But I knew he had his reasons, so I went.

I slowly made my way to the tree where the others were and they turned to me. Many familiar faces lit up.

"n/n.." Draken said.

I waved like a crazy child at them while walking towards the group. I froze the moment I saw Takashi, I could NOT let him know I was married to a crazy ass bitch.

"n/n, where's Mikey-kun?" Takemichi walked closer to me.

'holy shit I don't even have an excuse.' I panicked even more.

"sleep, I think." I sweat dropped trying to cover the fact that me and Mikey were literal criminals.

"Not much we can do about it, let's open 'er up already." Draken smiled.

Everyone was opening their stuff up. They cringed and laughed, I laughed at theirs as well. They had the most childish things written down and the most weirdest items. They even mentioned the old Toman picture and letter. Once I saw mine, it was the bandages with the letter to Takashi.

"Those are the bandages you threw in n/n!" Takemichi said.

I cringed at the entire letter, became embarrassed, balled it up and threw it. "I CAN'T EVEN LOOK AT THAT WITH A STRAIGHT FACE!"

I pretended to pass out and fell on my back. Little did I know, Smiley picked up and laughed. "This sure is a real nice letter n/n!"

"STOP DON'T READ IT, ITS SO EMBARRASSING!" I got up and tried to snatch it from him.

He gave it to Draken and he just laughed. "Oh my, this is so lovely n/n.."

"Y'all are so not funny stop it, don't read it. I hate it so muchhhh!!" I whined on the ground A LOT. I was acting like a child who didn't get his toy.

"oh man, you still act the same.." Hakkai sweat dropped.

"READ IT DRAKEN!" Smiley said.

"NO!" I said before the kawata twins covered my mouth and held me down

"Dear Takashi Mitsuya.." The taller male started.

"MHMGKFHDHDJ!!!" I tried to get out their grip. But Hakkai was also helping so it was really no use.

"I wrote this letter to tell you I love you with every ounce of my soul. I've always been your second biggest supporter.. since Hakkai's ass exist.. You've always had my back and in your eyes. I can do nothing wrong which has built my confidence throughout the years. I've always had trouble loving myself.. I never remember why, but I always did. But once you came into my life, you showed me my worth. You were like a door opening up, revealing light into my dark room. I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.. just know I love you way more than I could describe it. If I were to meet you in another life time where I was actually mentally stable, I would try my best to stay with you for eternity.. and in the next life after that. I would make sure I will be by your side all the times no matter what." Draken said.
(got that paragraph off google btw 💀)

" "I forgot how to spell that S word... m/n." REALLY N/N?! S WORD?? Its sincerely..." Draken sweat dropped.

Hakkai let me go to wipe his tears. "That was.. amazing..."

I became even more embarrassed. "MHMMFHF!"

"That's more than what I could say about my wife!" Pah chin said.

"Of course its more, you're just stupid!" Peh yan said.

"SHUT UP!"

"wow.. you really do love me n/n.." Takashi smiled.

"MHMKFKFFH!!!" I became even more embarrassed.

The kawata twins let me go and I stood up, I turned away. "Why are you so embarrassed? You could've just told me you wanted to get married!"

"well..." I sweat dropped knowing my situation was pretty complicated.

Then, they decided to read Mikey's letter. I didn't bother using visions, I wanted to know what he wrote.

"To my future self.." Takemichi started reading the letter. "Manjiro Sano. 12 years from now huh? I wonder what am I doing now? I can't even imagine it."

"Mitsuya is for sure going down the path of working in the fashion industry. He'll probably be making some kickass clothes at some fancy shop. I can already see it. Since Hakkai likes Mitsuya a ton, he'll probably spend all his time hanging out in Mitsuya's shop. Pah chin's gonna take over his dad's real estate business for sure. He super respects him after all."

"Huh? How did he know that?" Pah questioned.

Takemichi continued. "Peh yan's gonna assist Pah chin. Pah needs Peh after all! Smiley.. lets see. He's probably gonna go nuts and do something crazy."

"Hey hey, aren't I the only one he's being rude to??" Smiley said.

"Well, he'll probably be fine since he has angry. There's one option for ken chin! He's gonna run a bike shop for sure! That's cause I know him better than anyone! For chifuyu.. its gonna be baji! He'll surely do something in remembrance of Baji! And for n/n.. he's probably married to Mitsuya. But if he isn't, Im hoping he's still alive and actually getting therapy with his unstable ass."

"EXFUCKINGSCUSE ME?!" I yelled out. "he did not have to call me out.. if anything.. he—!" I stopped myself from saying that he needed therapy as well.

Takemichi just continued. "Takemitchy. I'll kill you if you don't make Hina-chan happy!!! I didn't disband Toman just for you ya know. It was for everyone. There's nothing for you all here that you need to become adults. So, everyone's journey is to find out what that thing you need is. Im also going on a journey to find out what it is I need. I probably won't see you guys ever again. But you know, don't you? No matter how far apart we are.."

"...we're connected."

So, I said my goodbyes to everyone. But before I left, Mitsuya came up to me and kissed me. Once he pulled away, I fell backwards.

"Well I'll be damned, he still a loser." Smiley laughed.

to be continued...

How I feel after having the most fucked up ideas for the final two arcs: