(discontinued) alluring pain.

chapter 19: visions of time.

TW: mentions of kidnapping, assault, murder, blood, rape, and suicide.

It was the next day and M/N was walking down the street eating a small snack.

M/N's POV:

I was eating dorayaki hoping Mikey won't come out of nowhere and steal it, that's when I bumped into someone and fell. Its normal at this point.

"ah— my bad bro." I stood up.

"n/n?" A familiar voice said.

"who the hell- oh hi ran!" I waved.

I saw rindou come from out the store and wave at me, I waved back.

"so when thay fight gonna happen n/n?" Ran smiled.

"what fight." I questioned.

We all stood in silence until I finally understood what they meant. "OHHHHHHHH!!"

They bursted into laughter, "you forgot already??" Rindou said.

"nah, I just wasn't paying attention to what they were saying. I was just in my own little world to be honest." I finished the last of my dorayaki.

"But I do know what went down between Toman and Valhalla, I can tell you everything I remember!" I put both of my hands on my hips being proud of myself for once.

They both doubted me quickly since my memory is absolute shit. "Your memory is ass." They both said in unison.

"no its not, I can remember what happened at the Valhalla base from the top of my head!" I raised one finger.

"ok go on.." Rindou said.

"uhhhh...."

Silence as I was trying to remember.

"uhmmmm...."

"take your time." Ran said putting his hand over his mouth trying to prevent himself from laughing

"errrmmmm..." I looked up at the clouds trying to remember.

"this is gonna take a good week for him to remember." Rindou said crossing his arms.

"uhhhhh...."

"the damn fight gonna be done by the time he remember." Ran started laughing.

"OHHHHHHH I REMEMBER!!" I said.

"so???" The brothers said in unison.

"I went to sleep last night after I had a 10 pm mental break down!!" I said proudly.

"n/n... hun.. no." Ran put his hand on my head.

"did you hit your head..?" Rindou turned his head and almost laughed.

"I just told y'all what happened yesterday what do you mean?" I crossed my arms and glared at them.

"we meant for the Valhalla summoning shit."

"ohhh! uh.. shit I don't know, I forgot." I looked up at the clouds again.

"And here I thought we were gonna get more tea.." Ran said in a dramatic tone.

"Im hungry," I walked past them "lets go get something to eat."

They followed behind me. We hung out for the rest of the day until I was getting bored.

"well, I wanna get home to my dog so I'll see y'all soon." I waved holding (favorite drink).

"bye bye!" Ran waved as Rindou did the same.

I made it home and was greeted by D/N. "come on, lets go to bed. I feel like Takemichi's about to go back to the future once again." I smiled as I picked up D/N.

Once we made it to the room, I felt myself becoming dizzy. So I quickly set D/N down and tried to make my way to my bed, which I couldn't cause I fell to the ground. "Ah fuck, what the hell is going on?!" I yelled trying to hold myself up.

I felt like I had to pass out, but then and there, I saw visions of 'bloody halloween'. I saw Baji, lying next to me slowly dying. I looked down at my chest and groaned feeling what felt like a knife in my chest. I felt my eyes get heavier as tears fell from them. I heard yells from many familiar voices. I looked to see Mitsuya in horror, Chifuyu holding Baji, and Draken yelling at Mikey to stop. I looked to see the Haitanis tunning towards us in the corner of my eyes yelling my name. 'what the hell?!' I thought as my eye's started to close, I heard many voices in that moment.

"I remember you now.." Baji said looking at me slowly closing his eyes.

"N/NNNNNN!!" Takemichi yelled as he sobbed.

"BAJI-SANN!" Chifuyu cried out.

'why am I.. dying now?' I thought.

"Im.. sorry n/n.. for not being able to tell you that I.. love you." Mitsuya's tears fell on my face.

"goddammit n/n!" Ran stood there as Rindou did the same.

I closed my eyes and opened them right back up finding myself back in my room on the floor. 'the hell was that?!' I thought to myself as I stood up.

'he must of went back to the future and it made me have visions on what he's talking about with draken in the detention center.' I thought.

Takemichi's POV.. in the future:

"that day.." Draken said in a cold tone, "Kazutora killed Baji AND almost killed n/n..."

I sweat dropped, "Kazutora-kun killed Baji-kun and almost killed n/n?!"

"Everyone was devastated, especially Mitsuya.. he fell for him. He loved him since we were kids. We didn't even know that the boy Baji has been searching for this whole time was right by your side. We didn't even remember who n/n was until Baji died, I still wonder to this day... how and why did we all forget l/n m/n.. Why did he disappear that day when Shinichiro died? How did he fade out of our memories..?" Draken was indeed devastated.

"was I the only one.. who remembered n/n from childhood..?" I said slowly.

"no surprisingly.. a few people remembered him, we just don't know who exactly." Draken said.

"wait, draken-kun.."

"hm?"

"you said Kazutora-kun almost killed n/n.. where is he anyways?" I asked.

"oh.. he was in a coma, but then one day.. he wasn't in the hospital. No one knows where he is or how he is now.."

"oh.." I lowered my head. 'where are you n/n..?' I thought.

???'s POV:

Tears streamed down his face as his head was on my chest, I stroked his back smiling down at him.

"I wanna go.. home." he said as his beautiful empty e/c eyes looked up at me.

"you are home.. m/n.." I kissed his head as I felt him hold my waist tighter while he trembled.

"Haruchiyo... you kidnapped me, forced me to marry you, raped me, assaulted me, and expect me to call this home..?"

I took out my knife and carved my name in his skin again. I saw him squeeze his eyes shut not making a sound.

"know your place.. Sanzu M/N..."

no one's POV:

By the end of the night, M/N was in the bathroom with the door locked holding a bottle of expired pills he kept in secret. He opened the bottle then poured all the pills in his mouth and swallowed it. He stood there for a few seconds and fell to the ground with a huge thud causing Haruchiyo to wake up and run to the bathroom door.

"LOVE! OPEN UP!" He yelled with hearts in his eyes while tears ran down his face.

The h/c haired males eyes were closing slowly as he was close to death. 30 minutes later, Haruchiyo finally broke the door down just to find a cold body of his 'husband' on the ground dead.