(discontinued) alluring pain.

chapter 40: so long mom and dad..

TW: Blood and violence (gore)

M/N ain't getting no break, Im sorry y'all 😭. It's all for the plot and character development 💀💀.

M/N's POV:

I was out of the hospital and currently on my way to my parents "job" since I haven't went there in a long time. Once I walked in, I saw many men and women greet me as if I was a celebrity. I mean, I was the son of famous criminals.

I knocked on my mom's office, "COME IN!" She yelled.

I walked in with a straight face on, "n/n!" Her face lightened up.

"hey mom.." I sat down in a chair and laid on the arm on it.

"What's wrong? I know you just came back from the hospital, but.. what really happened..?" She was concerned.

I sighed, "Izana's dead."

Her eyes widen as she stopped doing what she was doing to rush over and hug me tight. "Im.. so sorry.."

"It's not your fault momma.." I said as if it didn't matter.

She sighed. "It's not your fault either, so don't be blaming yourself. I can tell just by how you're acting you think its your fault. Im sure Izana knows it not your fault either right?"

"I still think it's mine. I should of made sure that blade sliced Kisski's hand off quicker."

She didn't say anything, she just looked like she was about to cry. "I hate you seeing you like this you know..?"

"Im sorry.." I looked up and saw a man behind her about to slash his sword.

My eyes widen and I dragged her out the way. Instead of the sword slashing her, it slashed through my left eye. My left eye was sliced in half, so I basically lost my eye.

"SHIT-!" I put my hand on my now sliced eye.

"N/N!" My mother said before she grabbed her gun and shot the man.

He died right on the spot.

"Mom.. I feel like there's more to this than just this random ass dude coming in here.." I started looking around before two more guys came in.

They immediately attacked us as we started fighting them one-on-one. "Jeez L/N.. didn't know your son was this skilled!" One of the guys said.

"SHUT IT WILL YA—!"

"You wouldn't want you nor your son to die don't ya?" The taller guy held the h/c haired woman at gun point.

I stopped in my tracks as the shorter guy had a blade at my throat. 'shit..' I thought.

"BRING HIM IN!!" The taller guy yelled.

Another guy came in and threw the head right in the middle of the room, it was the head of my now beheaded dad.

'ain't no way..' I felt a chill go down my spine.

My mother had tears in her eyes, but she didn't cry. I knew she couldn't bring herself to. I just kept looking at the head.

"Well! That's what happens when you don't listen—." The taller male said before I threw my chained blade at his head, instantly killing him.

The shorter guy ran and rushed to my mother with the sword in hand, ready to swing. He was way too quick for her, but I was able to catch up to his speed.

I was fast, but he was faster.

He sliced her body in half. I felt my mind go blank as I faced the shorter male. I ran at him and sliced his neck in an instant, killing him and ending off the man who brought my fathers head to the room.

I ran over to my mothers upper half because I noticed she was still breathing.

"Mom.." I got on my knees and looked at her, I knew she was dying.

"I want you—!" She coughed up blood. "Check the drawer.."

"I hope you'll be proud of yourself one day m/n.. you truly are.. someone special to die for.."

With that, she died. I felt tears in my eye, the other eye just had blood running down it. I stood up and walked over to the drawer, and opened it. It had a note and a gift, I took it and placed it in my pocket.

Soon, the door slammed open. It was my aunt..

"SISTER—!" She said before she stood there in terror. "You.. didn't save her?!"

She yelled at me, "Did it look like I did?! NO. THEY WERE FASTER THAN ME, STOP BLAMING ME FOR SHIT!" I yelled back knowing she was clearly about to start blaming me for my mothers death.

"THIS IS WHY I SHOULD'VE KILLED YOU BACK THEN WHEN I HAD THE FUCKING CHANCE, BUT YOUR DUMBASS SISTER JUST HAD TO SAY SOMETHING AND DIED INSTEAD—!" She yelled back before my uncle covered her mouth.

"There was no reason for you to even yell that out, especially yelling how you killed the older twin. What would your sister say about that..?" My uncle said, he was more sane than her.

'I had.. a twin sister..?' I thought, I couldn't remember a single thing from my past before I turned 10.

I just looked down in shame, I felt even more worse about myself for not being able to save my own parents.

My aunt took my uncles hand off her mouth, "YOU BETTER BE THE ONE TO TAKE CARE OF THIS ORGANIZATION!!"

"Yes ma'am.." I walked out with more guilt, I had to be the next boss.. even if it wasn't my choice, my aunt would still want me to do so.

The only people who died were ??? L/N and ??? L/N (m/n's parents).

I walked out the building and looked up at the sky, now I knew my aunt definitely had to be more around. The worst thing ever.. but at least my uncle would be around to hopefully protect me..

oh boy was I wrong..

I was loosing everyone and it was the worst, did I do something wrong?

Was I really that worthless to the point even my loved ones died before I could?

I just walked on the side walked with my hands in my pocket. I got to a small cafe, ordered something, and sat down. I opened the gift, it was a ring with ashes inside of a purple holder on the ring. I opened the letter and read it.

Dear M/N...

We gave you this ring with me and your fathers ashes mixed inside.. You may be wondering how did he put our ashes inside before we actually died. Well, you've asked us why the first half of our thumbs were gone.. that's because we cut them off and cremated them just for you. We did this because we knew one day we may be dead and you might not be able to find our bodies or some other situation. So we thought ahead and did this for you..

I hope you take good care of yourself.. we are MOST likely dead once you read this. We deeply apologize for leaving you as well.. we love you dearly.. m/n..

-parents.

'As well?' I thought. Maybe it really was true, I did have a twin sister I don't remember. Hell, I didn't even remember my own parents name.. I was useless.

I took a sip out of my drink and pulled out my phone, I just looked at my phone as if it was.. nothing. Not one text from Takashi, I got tired of waiting. I put my phone down and continued to sip on my drink in silence.

Hell.. I felt so drained, I wasn't even sure if I loved him anymore..

Im sure he didn't love me anymore.. I think..

to be continued...