"Mom?" The noise from downstairs kept me up as I finally tried to sleep around 3 am. I don't know why I immediately assumed it was my mother and Cissy coming home from their wine night; it sounds like a robbery down there and at this point. It could easily be.
"Mom? Please answer me," I flash with my phone, walking towards the kitchen where the noise comes from. I see the shadow of a person, someone who is not my mother. The body is leaning towards the wall, eating a sandwich, while looking dead.
"Hello?" I walk closer, noticing the white hair, and I sigh in relief; it's just Malfoy. His tired eyes meet mine, and for a second, I can see a smile on his lips.
"Bella?" I nod, leaning down towards him.
"You are making a lot of noise and keeping me up; what's up?" He chuckles a little before leaning his head back towards the wall, inspecting me with great eyes. He looks so soft, so innocent and broken. It breaks me to see him like this, no matter how much we hate each other.
"I'm sorry... I'm so bad," he closes his eyes, and I suck in a breath, thinking of how to handle this situation. I stare at him, looking back, thinking of how easily I can go back to my bed and fall asleep. But I don't. Instead, I sit down beside him, facing the empty kitchen.
"Why are you drunk?" I knew he was drunk; he texted me, and his texts were far from sober. I still haven't stopped thinking about the texts, him having a crush or two. Theo thinks he means Baby Blue or me. It's all a mess.
"How do you know I'm drunk?" He looks up at me with shiny weak eyes. God damn.
"You are a mess; it's not that hard to tell." He smiles a little.
"We are both a mess when drinking. What a coincidence." I smile a little.
"I think it's just how your body handles the alcohol." He chuckles, then leans towards me.
"You are so smart," wow, thanks. Im so keeping that forever.
"You think?" He nods.
"So smart, you are so special and smart, and it makes me mad." I suck in my lower lip, looking down at him as he has his head in my lap. I wish I could just push him away. But I can't; he is so lost.
"Why does it make you mad?"
"Because... It makes you so special...And attractive." My heart stops for a second. Did he just say?
"Bella? Are you still here?"
"Right here," he looks up at me.
"You always had everything. The hair, the smile, and the eyes. I didn't expect you being smart would ruin everything for me. It just... You were an angel; young me couldn't handle all that." im far from an angel; we both know that.
"Well, we are not who we used to be." he shakes his head.
"I fucked up. I always fuck up. Baby Blue told me I was..." Baby blue... A smile takes place on my lips.
"Nevermind,"
"Who is baby blue?" He stays quiet for a while.
"She's my friend or more... Im so fucked up, I can't even like just one girl. It had to be two." My smile drops, him staring at me.
"Bella?" I nod slowly, staring at him.
"Hmm?"
"You'll always win, even if you hate me to another galaxy. You would always win." I suck in a breath, staring at him. Feeling so much confusion, fear... Joy.
"Draco... You are drunk," I try pushing him away, helping him up.
"You know what they say? Drunk words, sober thoughts," I smile lightly. Thats true.
"Let's get you to bed before our mothers kill us." He chuckles a little, staying close to me as we walk up the stairs.
"You smell soooooo good. What is it?"
"Clean cotton," he smiles.
"That's your favourite candle." I nod. It is. I help him over to his bed, and him jumping into it before grabbing the blanket.
"Will you sleep here?" He looks at me with wishful eyes. God damn, this will not end well for any of us. I only shake my head, not knowing how to say no. Do I apologize? Do I say fuck no?
"Goodnight, Draco," I walk towards his door, but he sits up.
"Moongirl?" My heart burns, and I stop, back facing him.
"Will we ever be the same again? Us two?" I turn to face him; he looks so hopeful. Yet I know sober him would never want us to be the same again.
"You would have to ask sober you." He looks sad.
"Sober me is a mess; he would never confess his feelings." I nod slowly; we have that in common.
"Maybe it's supposed to be that way." He shakes his head.
"What do you want?" I suck in my lips, closing my eyes. Yeah, Bella, what do you want?
"Ask me again another day. Goodnight, Malfoy," I close his door, a deep sigh leaving my mouth. Goddamn, this trip is a mess.
Ugly dipshit - Bella
Ugly dipshit
hey so
Sorry about last night....
Bella
all fine
Ugly dipshit
I don't have a crush
Or 2
Hah
I don't know what I had to drink
Bella
Mmm
Ugly dipshit
Hey u ok?
Did I fuck up again?
Bella
I'm fine
Just having a headache
Ugly dipshit
Oh
Someone wise told me not to take a nap when u have that
Bella
Oh rly?
Ugly dipshit
Yes!
She's like super smart
Although she fucks at some subjects
Grapefruit juice
Bella
You didn't even know the answer
Ugly dipshit
true:)
Heyyyy sooo
Bella
Soooo?
Ugly dipshit
What's ur name?
Bella
ha ha ha
Nice try
Ugly dipshit
Damn it
What's ur new years wish?
Bella
happiness
Ugly dipshit
That's... sad
Bella
is it? I think everyone deserves happiness
Ugly dipshit
But it means ur not happy now
Bella
Does it?
Or does it mean I want to be happy next year too?
Ugly dipshit
Unmmmm idk
Maybe?
Wanna know mine?
Bella
Not rly:)
Ugly dipshit
Mine is to know who you are
Bella
Well:) 2078 isn't next year is it?
Ugly dipshit
It's still my wish
Bella
sure sure
Sorry have to uh
Ignore u now
Ugly dipshit
always so nice
Bella
It's what I'm best at😮💨
_________
awwwwww
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Rival texting D.M
FanfictionHaving a reason or not, Bella and Draco can't stand each other. They are Hogwart's best students, yet they won't stop their war for the first-place title. Even though their families are best friends, they won't talk, text or even look at each other...
