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"Aw you are more than welcome. How about we order something to eat hm?"
Right. I didnt tell Minho about my eating disorder.

"Um actually.. theres this one thing I still didnt tell you about.."

"Whats that? Dont force yourself to say it tho"  I took a deep breath and sat on the bed in my new room. Minho sat next to me leaning closer.

"Well you see.. you always asked me about lunch at school right? And I always told u that I already ate or somsthing.. Well it was always a lie.. When I moved in with my relatives they told me that I won't be getting any food from them. I guess that not eating properly made me not eat at all.. sometimes.

I sat there silently waiting for Minhos response. I knew he wouldnt blame me or anything. He just needed time to think about what to say.

"I always tought that something wasnt right when you told me you already ate. But I cant blame you.. But Jisung its also dangerous...
I dont want to force you or anything but how about you could try and start eating again? First little by little and if you want to throw up, do it.. You know I want whats best for you which means I want you to be healthy. So how about we try, together?"

I fucking teared up hearing Minho say it.

How is he so perfect in every way? Not only his looks but his personality? A total green flag.

"I want to start eating normally too. But in that place.. I just couldnt.. so maybe it would be easier with you" I snuggled up to him a bit almost hugging.

"I understand.. We'll try okay?" he gave me a reassuring smile which only made me happier.

"Do you want to try today or not yet?" he asked

"Oh im not sure.. I want to but Im also scared"

"Its gonna be fine. Also Im going to order a pizza anyway because Im hungry. If you'd like some just tell me okay?"

I just nodded before Minho left my new room.

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