you're 17 and Tay is 29
warnings:SH and ED
~Y/n pov~
"and how is it to have a step mother now?" my friend asked a she's visiting me "i don't know i still didn't met her and actually i don't want to meet her" i said.
"Y/n hun come downstairs" my mom yelled i sighed "i'll be back" i said and walked downsairs "what is it?" i asked "meet your step mother" she said as she walked away.
god she was breath taking i stared at her "hi is nice to meet you i'm Taylor and if your comfortable with it you can call me mom" she said handing me her hand i slowly took her hand.
as it was shaking a lot "i- i'm Y/N" i stuttered she chuckled "i'm in my room" i said and run off i run into my room and locked the door "i just met her" i said "and is she a 60 year old witch?" she asked.
"no she she is breathtaking" i said trying to catch my breath "what?" she asked "Maya she is taylor swift anf fucking my stepmother now and fucking hot!" i said "wait what?!" she said.
i nod "and your mom knows you have a huge simp on her" she said i nod "probably i'll get a crush on her now or soon" i said she nod "fuck i have to go home" she said i goraned i unlocked the door.
i walked her downstairs she looked at Taylor she gulped "you were right" she whispered i nod "anyways see you tomorrow hun" she said "see you" i chuckled as i hugged her she left.
"hun are you gonna stay here?" my mom asked i groaned "i wanted to listen to music" i said "you can do it later" she said i groaned "fine" i said i sat down on the couch far away from Taylor.
"do i smell bad?" she asked "no not at all i jsut love this spot" i said she nod i took my phone out of my pocket and played a game "Y/N?" Taylor asked i hummed "was that your girlfriend?" she asked.
i chocked on my spit "no no no nope she is my best friend i could never date her" i said "Y/N don't lie" my mom said "fine like she is my best friend but also my ex" i said Tay nod.
i went on playing my game until it got taken away "hey i wasnt finished!" i said "you can play later" my mom said i sighed "now come here and cuddle with us" she said "nope i rather sit here" i said.
"okay we need to talk kitchen now!" my mom said i nod as i went into the kitchen she came after me and closed the door "i know you may be mad at me but i'm sorry okay" she said "you know i have a crush on her and you still decided to date her thanks" i said.
"i'm sorry okay" she said "can i have my phone i just want to be in my room" i said she nod as she gave me my phone i run into my room again and locked the door.
"fuck i'm a terrible daughter" i whisper to myself as tears start to fall down.
~1 week later~
i just stayed in my room i only went out of it to answer the door if Maya was coming over not to eat or something like that today i wasnt feeling so good my head hurts my arms feel sore.
and i feel dizzy everytime when i stand up i have the urge to trow up i left my door unlocked today i stood up to turn the tv on as my stomach started to spin around i run to the bathroom and let everything out.
~Tay pov~
i was walking past Y/N's room as i heard her puking i felt bad and i decided to check on her i slwoly walked in and went to her bathroom i knocked "are you okay?" i asked no answer just her gagging i slowly went in.
"oh dear" i said as i helped her with holding her hair up and stroking her back "let it out i'm here for you" i said softly after some minutes she laid her back on my front as i noticed as broken razor in the trashcan i looked at her arms as i saw bandages on it.
'did she cut her self?' i asked myself "Tay?" she asked "yes?" i said "can you help me to my bed?" she asked "sure honey" i said i slowly helped her up and helped her to her bed.
i laid her down and put the blanked over her body "thanks" she said "no problem" i said i was about to leave but she called me back "can you please stay i don't want to be alone" she said i nod.
"you want cuddles?" i asked she nod "but can you get the tv remote?" she asked i nod i took the tv remote and handed it to her "thanks" she said i laid beside her as i slowly pulled her into a hug which turned into a cuddle.
i smiled down at her "i can see you smiling at me trough the reflection" she said i chuckled "what movie do you want to watch" she asked "uh i don't care you can choose" i said she nod.
she turned a random movie on.
~halfway trough the movie~
i noticed Y/N being so quiet i slowly moved forwards to check and she fell asleep i smiled i paused the movie i slowly stood up and walked out smiling "whhy are you smiling?" Loreen asked (her mom).
"first Y/N is sick but thats not the reason she wanted to cuddle then we did and she turned a movie on and middle of the movie she fell asleep on me" i said "she is sick?" she asked i nod.
"what does she have?" she asked "she puked" i said she nod "wait i haven't seen her in the kitchen for this one week" i said "you're right fuck she stopped eating" she said i nod.
~2 hours later~
~Y/N pov~
i woke up alone i frowned i slowly stood up i walked downstairs rubbing my eyes "good moring sleepyhead" Tay said i smiled she came to me and softly hugged me "can we talk?" she asked i nod.
we walked in my room "what is it" i asked "as i was with you in your bathroom you remember?" she asked i nod "i saw a broken razor in your trashcan and then i saw bandages on your arms" she said i gulped.
"did you cut yourself?" she asked i stayed still "y/n you can talk with me you know" she said "i did" i whisper she just hugged me i froze but hugged back as some tears left my eyes.
"i'm so sorry" i whisper "its okay" she said rubbing my back "no i'm so sorry" i said "can i ask why you did it?" she asked softly "its too much for me" i said "what?" she asked.
"i have this huge crush on you and i cant stand the feelng knowing you're my step mom now" i said she looked at me "you have a crush on me?" she asked i now.
~5 months later~
i stopped cutting myself and started to eat again now Tay was pinning me down on my bed kissing my neck "oh tay" i breathed out as she bit onto my skin "did it hurt?" she asked "no not at all" i said.
she leaned up and kissed me i kissed back then the door opened "what the hell?!" my mom yelled i froze as Taylor pulled away "honeyi can-" she began but cut up "no save it" my mom yelled and slammed the door shut.
"i think i should pack my stuff" she said "yep me too" i said "what why?" she asked "i'm coming with you" i said "no don't" she said "i'm turning 18 tomorrow i can do what i want then" i said she nod.
~3 years later~
i have moved to tay nad we happily adopted 2 cats and have 5 now.
A/N: happy end ig hehe
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