You're 18 Tay is 20
warnings: ED accident
~Y/N pov~
"Y/N you know you won't have a chance with her" my best friend said "thanks for the information i didn't knew it" i said sarcasm "i'm sorry" she said i nod.
"she only see's me as her friend,what does her crush have what i don't have" i said "i don't know you're perfect okay" she said i nod.
~next day~
i was at Tay's house "oh and i have to tell you something" she said "tell me" i said "i got together with her" she said "oh thats cool" i said trying to hold my pain in.
"it doesn't sound so cool" she said sadly "no no its definetely okay" i said she nod "i'll go home" i said as i stood up "but you wanted to stay the night" she said.
"well uh i have a important appointment tomorrow i'm sorry" i said as i got into my shoes she nod as she hugged me as a good bye i sat on my motorcycle and began to drive as tears fell down.
~5 minutes later~
i noticed my light is getting darker and darker i tried to stop with my bike but in that moment i passed out.
~Tay pov~
i got a call from Y/N "hello?" i asked as i answered "is this Taylor?" a unfamiliar voice said "yeah who is this?" i asked "its nurse Jane do you know a Y/N Y/L/N?" she asked "yes what happened?" i asked.
"she got into a accident we think she passed out while riding her motorcycle" she said "what i'm on my way" i said "okay see you soon" she said "yeah" i said and hung up.
i got into my car and drove to the hospital.
~at the hospital~
i rushed inside "i'm searching for nurse Jane" i said "i'll get her" the man said i nod a few minutes later a nurse came "i'm Taylor the person you were calling with" i said,
"ah because of Y/N Y/L/N right?" she asked i nod "come with me" she said i nod as i followed her we walked into a room "here she is" she said i gulped seeing her body completely full with bandaged and stuff like that.
"do you maybe know how this could happen?" she asked "no i just told her that i'm together with someone and she just drove off" i said "maybe she loves you and it hurted her" she said.
"no it can't be that she said she could never fall in love again" i said "many people are saying that dear but they're falling again and again" she said.
"but how would you know that she loves me?" i asked "we found a letter in her jacket it was written for you" she said "what where is it?" i asked.
she took a letter out and handed it to me.
dear tay
maybe this sounds weird but you really mean the world to me and i can't life without you anymore you make me feel so safe and you make me laugh even when i'm not in the mood.
i just wanted to tell you i love you i really love you you made me realise how some people can be nice and some not.
and i know i said 'i could never love someone again' but you made it hard not to fall for you.
probably you're asking yourself 'how could you love me' i just do you're always so caring and asking how i feel and if i ate something today or yesterday.
and you're believing me but it was alway a lie when i said yes i ate something cause i stopped eating because i had the feeling that i'm too fat for you to love me.
soon enough i'm gonna die because of that and if i should die remember i will always love you.
your Y/N
my eyes started to tear up while reading "so its my fault she is here?" i asked "yeah i'm sorry to say it" she said "fuck" i said "but how is she is she gonna be okay?" i asked.
"she is in a coma we don't know for how long she got some breathing problems so we put a tube in her throat to help her breathing she she broke some bones" she said.
"but is she gonna wake up?" i asked "yeah we will take good care of her" she said i nod.
~9 months later~
Y/N is still in a coma my partner broke up with me 8 months ago as she realised that i love Y/N not her of course i felt bad for Y/N not telling her that i love her.
and i still love her.
i got a call "hello?" i asked as i answered "is this Taylor?" someone asked "yes is this nurse Jane?" i asked "yep" she said "is it about Y/N?" i asked "yes" she said.
"how is she" i asked "she good and she woke up 1 hour ago we had to explain who she is but she remebered you and her best friend so she didn't forgot everything and she asked for you" she said.
"tell her i'm coming" i said "will do" she said i hung up and got into my shoes and drove to the hospital.
~Y/N pov~
there was a light knock "yeah" i said Jane came in "someone is here for you" she said as she stepped aside to let the person in "Tay?" i asked "its me" she said.
she slowly walked to me "can i sit?" she asked pointing next to me i nod "i'm sorry" she said "why?" i asked "its my fault that youre here" she said "its okay" i said.
"but do you know why i'm here?" i asked she took a letter out and handed it to me i read it "oh" i said she nod "do you still love me?" she asked.
"i don't really know" i said "its okay" she said "why did you asked?" i asked "i realised that i love you for a really long time" she said i nod.
~2 years later~
Tay and i started dating after i came out of the Hospital she helped me learning to walk again she always stood by my side.
"i will never leave your side" she said i smiled.
A/N: i know kinda weird that chapter
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