Y/n is 29 Tay is 33 (Y/n smokes)
~Y/n pov~
"Y/n please~" my friend Gabby begged "no i don't want to okay" i said "please just today and i will never ask you again!" she said "fine!" i said "Yayyy!" she said i rolled my eyes.
~1 hour later~
we had got ready mostly her i just took a hoodie and baggy jeans we went into her car and she drove.
~at the club~
we walked in we sat at the counter and ordered drinks.
~3 hours later~
Gabby had gotten drunk i didn't had many drinks she went to the dancing floor i saw a familliar face *Tay?* i thought she laughed with a girl then they kissed i starred at them as my heart even broke more.
we had broken up 1 month ago "Y/n come dance with me" Gabby said Tay looked at me seeing my tears "no not now maybe later" i said as i looked at my drink she was sad but went to dance again.
~2 hours later~
now i'm completely drunk too and danced with Gabby a little bit too sexy her body on my front as she swing her hips on me i could feel special eyes on me but i ignored it.
"Gabs i'll be back" i said she nod i went outside and lit a cigarette and inhaled it "well,didn't know you smoke" a familiar voice said i looked "go away Taylor" i said she sighed but stayed "Taylor go to your fucking girlfriend and leave me alone!" i said she flinched i never yelled at her she left i sighed i saw Andrea there i sighed.
she knows how much i loved Taylor mostly still do she walked to me "Y/n/n" she said i nod "i'm sorry" she said i nod "its okay" i said she sighed and hugged me i huggged back carfully because of my cigarette.
"why did she broke up i never did something wrong" i said as tears began to fill "i don't know hun" she said i let the cigarette fall down as i began to cry.
~Tay pov~
i noticed Y/n crying into my mom's shoulder i know i hurted her and i know how much my mom adores her i looked away for a second "Y/N!" i heard my mom yell i looked Y/n laying on the floor i rished outside.
"what happened?!" i asked "i don't knwo call an ambulance now!" she said i nod.
~2 hours later~
the nurse came out i stood up "is she okay?!" i asked "she is okay but she is currently starving herself and she definetly starved herself" she said my heart broke Y/n and starving herself its not Y/n thats not the Y/n i know...
i broke her i told myself "i broke her" i whispered mostly to myself my mom hugged me "is she awake" my mom asked "yeah she is" the nurse says "are we allowed to see her?" she asked the nurse nodded.
my mom walked in first i waited outside my mom came out "come in" she said "is she sure" i asked she nod i slowly walked in it even broke me more to see Y/n like this.
"you can sit" she whispered i shaked my head "i don't want to hurt you more" i said as my voice breaks "Tay" my mom said i looked at her she nod towards her bed i sighed i slowly walked to her and carefully sat down.
she winched as she tried to sit up "hun lay down" my mom "no i want to sit" Y/n said i stood up and helped her sit "thanks" she said i nod i sat down again.
~4 months later~
~Y/n pov~
i sat in my room on the end of my bed playing the guitar Tay gave me before we broke up i began to sing as i played one of her songs i couldn't stop smiling while singing.
~Tay pov~
i was in the living room of Y/n's shared apartment she shared it with my best friend until i heard her singing and playing guitar she sung enchanted i smiled.
"she plays everyday since she got out of the hospital" Sel said i smiled.
she stopped singing i heard her door open she walked down in one of my shirts i gave her while we were together she froze as she saw me but went into the kitchen she came out again with a drink "how can you sing 3 hours straight without getting a troathache after 1 song?!" she asked i chuckled "singer's magic" i said she rolled her eyes.
she sat down next to me "and you didn't told me she is here!" she said pointing at Sel i chuckled "i'm sorry" Sel said Y/n put her finger down.
~1 hour later~
i noticed Y/n being quiet since she put her head on ym shoulder i carefully looked she fell asleep i smiled i slowly stood up and carried her to her room and laid her down i tuck her in i left her room.
~Y/n pov (next morning)~
i woke up on my bed confused knwing i fell asleep on the couch.
i stood up and walked downstairs Tay sat on the couch "good morning" i said with a raspy voice she smiled "good morning" she said i smiled i went into the kitched i jumped seeing Sel there she chuckled i grabbed a bottle and went to tay i sat down next ot her "does your troath still hurts?" she asked i shaked my head i laid down my knees up so i don't touch her or something like that.
but she took my ankles i jumpd she put it on her lap i froze.
~2 months later~
i walked outside with Tay then suddenly many people came "Tay i'll be on the bench there okay?" i said she nod i smiled i rushed to the bench waiting for tay to be finished soon.
~10 minutes later~
Tay came back "finally" i said and stood up we continued the walk when suddenly she kissed me i froze but gave in soon my hands on her neck deepening the kiss not caring about the Paparazzi's.
A/N:another chapter yayy.
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