Y/n is 33 Tay is 33.
~Y/n pov~
"nothing will break our friendship i promise!" Young Tay said (14).
19 years later we are no longer friends i do see her some times because our moms are besties but it just breaks me to see her so i'm just staying in my room Andrea knows how much Tay hurts me so she just comes up to my room to say hi.
liek right now there was a knock "yes?" i said Andrea walked in "hey hun" she said "heyy" i said "Taylor i shere too?" i asked she nod i sighed her smile faded she hugged me i hugged back "she still ignores you huh" she said i nod "i'll leave you alone okay" she said i nod she kissed my forehead i smiled she left.
~Char (charlize theron) pov~
"is she still nto doing better?" i asked she nod "she started crying right now" Andrea said my heart broke i looked at Tay she ignored the talks i sighed "why do i have to be here if Y/n is not here its boring listening to your grandma talks i'm sorry" she said i sighed "Tay hun do you even think how you're making Y/n feel?" Andrea asked "no don't" i told her she sighed and nod.
Y/n started playing music i sighed then a melodie of Tay's song came she skipped it my heart broke Andrea hugged me "she will be better soon" she told me.
~1 month later~
~Y/n pov~
i walked donwstairs Andrea and Tay are here "hey andrea" i said "oh hey hun" she said i ignored Tay as i went into the kitchen "mom why didn't you tol me they are here?" i asked "you were sleeping" she said "no i wasn't" i said "but you were so quiet" she said "yeah i was reading and listenign to music over my headphones" i said "Oh okay" she said "are you hungry?" she asked i shaked my head.
"hun you haven't ate so much since you lost the contact with Tay" she said i shrugged "i don't want to eat and besides its 19 years now and i'm still here" i said fake smiling "hun please" she said i shrugged "you don't have to eat so much" she said "fine" i said she smiled we all sat down i sat next to my mom Tay in front of me as i played with my food "Y/n/n" Andrea said i looked at her.
"are you okay?" she asked "yeah i'm okay" i said "okay" she breathed out i looked down at the food Tay acciedently hits my leg "i'm sorry" she said i nod "its okay" i said i continued playing with my food "Y/n hun you don't have to eat if you don't want to" my mom said "you sure i mean i just want you happy" i said she smiled softly "its okay hun as long as you're still here its okay" she said i nod "you want to eat it?" i softly asked "i'll give it to dad then when he comes back" she said i nod.
"should i stay or can i go" i asked "as you wish" she said "i'll stay" i said she smiled she kissed my forehead i looked at Andrea she smiled i smiled back "soo~ how does your work go?" she asked lookign at me "uh great at the moment" i said "what are you working again?" she asked "i'm working at the police station" i said she smiled "did you got shot one day?" Tay asked "yeah i did" i said "woah cool" she said i gulped "yeah comes on if you're close to dying" i said her eyes widen.
"i'm sorry" she said "Its okay" i said she nod "do you have a scar from it?" Andrea aksed i nod i stood up and pulled my shirt up shoing her a scar on my stomach "woah it looks good" she said i nod i pulled my shirt down and sat down again Tay's phone rang she asnwered "hey hun" she said my heart broke her mom looked at me "you didn't know?" she whispered "she doesn't have social media she deleted everything" my mom said i nod aggreeing with her "oh" she said.
Tay came back i looked down at my lap as i scratched over my scars on my lap my mom noticed she took my hands "don't" she said "i'm sorry" i said "what?" Andrea asked Tay looked "nothing" i said she nod my mom contiuned holding my hands.
"can i go into my room?" i asked "don't scratch yourself again" she warns i nod she let go of my hands i run to my room i slid down my wall my mom should know she can't trust me with that my started to scratch myself until i began to bleed but i didn't stopped scratching.
