Y/n is 30 Tay is 33
~Y/n pov~
"Y/n/n!" Tay called out for me i groaned not in the mood to see her "bedroom" i said the door swung open i jumped "Travis asked me out!" she said happily i forced a smile "thats good i'm happy for you" i said she frown "whats wrong?" she asked "Nothing" i said "nothing is gonna change between us" she said i sighed "of course not you said it with the other mens too and everytime you're dating someone we are losing contact!" i said.
"what do you expect from me staying single my whole life?!" she asked "just leave me alone" i said she sighed "Y/n-" she began "i said leave me alone.. please!" i said she flinched as she walked out.
~6 months later~
and as i knew we lost the contact again Sel called me i sighed "hey lets meet up" she said "fine where and when?" i asked "now and at the mall" she said i groaned but hummed "I#ll be there" i said and hung up i got ready and went to the mall "Y/n/n!" Sel said as she saw me and hugged me i hugged back "god i missed oyu" she said "i missed you too" i said she smiled she booped my nose i rolled my eyes.
"hey i want to see your nose scrunch" she frown i scrunch my nose "aww" she said i smiled we walked inside.
~1 hour later~
i saw Tay and her boyfriend i sighed "i'm sorry sweetheart" she said "no its okay" i said she smiled i looked back at them both kissing my heart broke even more "what does he have what i don't have" i said she frown "i don't know sweetie" she said "she is looking" Sel said i shrugged she hugged me "i hate everything right now i just want to be happy" i whispered "i know i know you have to find the right person" she said.
"but- i only want her" i said she sighed we pulled away "you have to get over her she is not right for you" she said "but i love her since 7 years" i said "i know" she said.
~4 months later~
1 year has passed Tay is still together with him i'm happy for her but it just hurts me to see them together there are rumors that i'm jealous of them which i'm not i hate it.
"hey sweetheart where are you?" Sel called out "bedroom" i said she came in she peeked my lips currently Sel and i are slowly getting together "are you ready?" she asked "i'm scared" i said "why?" she asked "what if i mess the night up?" i asked "you will not" she said "okay i'm ready" i said.
i took my thin jacket and put it over my shoulder right now Sel and i are going on a date but with Tay and Travis.
~at the restaurant~
we sat down "Y/n you look beautiful today" Tay said i smiled and nod as a thanks she smiled back "you too" i said she smiled "thanks" she said i nod i looked at the menu "sweetheart?" Sel asked i looked at her "you okay?" she asked i shrugged she started to speak in sign language 'i know it hurts you to be here but show your strong side okay to proof Tay you can live without her' she told me i nod 'i'll try' i told her.
she smiled and peeked my lips i smiled back i looked at Tay there was a hint of jealousy but i ignored it "so Y/n how does your acting go?" Travis asked "good good" i said "thats cool what is your next movie?" he asked "stranger things 5" i said "uhh i love thta series" he said "cool" i said he smiled *god he thinks i like him* i thought Sel mudged my side i looked at her "Tay asked you something" she said i looked at Tay.
"i'm sorry what did you asked?" i asked "if you're planning on making another movie or series after stranger things 5" she asked "oh uh i don't know maybe" i said she nod *why does she care.... maybe just because we used to be best friends* i sighed "sweetheart are you okay?" she asked i nod.
~next day~
i groaned as i woke up "god my head" i whispered i expect Sel to come in but Tay did "wheres Sel?" i asked "she is at work she told me to watch after you because she knew you would get sick" she said i nod.
she handed me the painkillers i took them and swallowed them "were you jealous?" i asked "what do you mean?" she asked "of me and Sel?" i asked "a lttle bit" she said "why?" i asked she shrugged i sighed "but you have travis" i said "i know i'm happy with him" she said *ouch* i thought "happier with him as you were with me i know" i said "what no don't think that i was alot happier with you than with him" she said.
"then why arent you with me and with him?!" i asked "i'm scared" she said "of what?" i asked "of hurting you" she said "you're doing it since 1 year!" i said she froze "Y/n_-" she began "no let me talk, i've been in love with you since 8 years now and i still hate myself for falling in love with you i'm happy to be friends with you but i wished we were more but its okay!" i said.
her eyes widen "you love me since 8 years?" she asked i gulped "yeah" i whispered "shit" she mumbled "sel was right" she said "what?" i asked "she told me that yu love me but i wasnt sure" she said "this bitch" i mumbled "so what now you're with Travis" i said she shrugged "you love him huh" i said she shrugged "i love you too tho" she said i froze as i looked at her "you do?" i asked she nod.
A/N:should i do part 2?
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