Y/n is 15 Tay is 17
~Y/n pov~
sharing a room with your older sister is not really cool you don't really have private space "sis a friend is coming over okay" she said i groaned "okay" i said i just took the curtains and pulled so that we a seperate now and we build it like that so that the door that was coneccted to our room we tookit off and made 2 doors 1 on my side and 1 on her side so she doesnt have to walk trough my door.
~1 hour later~
my sister and her best friend were laughing really loud i stood up and walked out and sat in the living room "hun why are you not in your room?" my mom asked "Emmy and her friend are laughing really loud and its really annoying" i said she nodded.
"SIS COME HERE" Em yelled i groaned i stood up and walked upstairs and walked trough her door "what?" i asked annoyed "can you hand me the remote?" she asked "its right next to you!" i said "i don't care" she said i groaned i ws about to walk there but her friend stood up and took the remote for Em "you're so Lazy" she said "what?! i'm lazy the Remote was next to you!" i said and walked off to my room i slammed my door and put my headphones on and turned loud music on.
i took my favourite book and began to read.
~Tay pov~
"i think you were too mean to her" i said "what? she yelled at me" she said "you told ehr she is lazy for not getting your remote" i said "are taking her side now?!" she asked "no i'm taking no ones side" i said she rolled her eyes i stood up and checked after Y/n she had headphones in and is reading i smiled i noticed some tears in her eyes my smile faded.
i walked back "whats wrong?" she asked "she is kinda crying she has tears in her eyes" i said she nod.
~3 hours later~
~Y/n pov~
my arms hurted really bad i laid on my bed since it was 8 pm and i had school tomrrow i went to sleep.
~next morning~
i woke up i got ready i ate something but i wasnt really hungry i just took 3 bites of my sandwich and left for school my sister has the first lesson free my arms were burning as fuck but i ignored it.
i walked into school.
~Emmy pov~
i woke up at 7 i checked after my sister she already left i sighed i went downstairs i noticed her sandwich only has 3 small bites *did i went to far?* i asked myself i got ready and walked to school.
Y/n ignored me the whole school day.
i walked into my room i checked after Y/n she was sleeping i sighed.
~Y/n pov~
i woke up at 9pm "woah i slept for 4 hours straight" i whispered i sat up but my head was killing me i slowly stood up everything went black for 1 second i slowly walked downstairs "mom where are the painkillers?" i asked "why whats wrong?" she asked "my head kills me" i said she nod she handed me a pill and a glass with water "thanks" i said as i took the pill.
~1 hour later~
the pain had faded away i was reading my book there was a light knock i know its my mom "yes?" i asked she came in "can we talk?" she asked i nod she sat down "I noticed your sandwich only had 3 bites and really small are you okay?" she asked i nod "hun you know you can talk to me" she said "i know but i don't want to talk about it" i said she nod she stood up "i'm sorry mom" i said "why?" she asked "i don't know whats wrong with me" i said as tears started to form.
she walked to me and hugged me "i'm sorry" i said.
~Emmy pov~
i couldn't see Y/n i just could hear her voice "i'm sorry i was just so dumb" she cried out "why what happened" my mom asked "Em had told me that i'm lazy for not giving her the Remote cause its right next to her and i just did it" she cried out *she hurted herself again* i thought *and its my fault*.
my mom came to me "are you kidding me telling her that she is lazy you know she has problems with herself!" my mom said "i'm sorry" i said "you're grounded!" she said i hummed my mom left i just heard Y/n crying *god why am i like this*.
~1 week later~
i haven't really seen Y/n around the house she just stayed in her room i felt really bad i'm the worst sister "Y/n hun you have to eat something" my mom said "i'm not hungry" Y/n said quietly i sighed.
~1 month later~
i called Tay over i know Y/n has a crush on her "Tay please talk with Y/n when she is awake" i said she nodded.
~Y/n pov~
i woke up around 6pm i heard talking from my sisters side i stood up and went to the toilet i looked at myself *why am i so fucking ugly* i thought i lost the control and punched my mirror.
~Tay pov~
i heard glass breaking i rushed to Y/n she is nowhere i checked the toilet Y/n sat on the floor her hadn full of blood i looked at the mirror its broken "Y/n/n what happened?" i asked she stayed still i carefully hugged her she didn't moved a single bit "come sit on the sink i'll help you clean your hand" i said she nod i slolwy helped her up adn sat her on the sink she gave me her hand i took the glass pieces out of her hand she hissed "i'm sorry squeeze my arm" i told her she began to squeeze my arm not really hard like it feels like she isnt strong enough like she is weak.
as i finished i wrapped her hand in bandages her grip lossened i oicked her up and walked to her room i laid her down on her bed "is Em there?" she asked i nod she nod too "do you want to talk about something?" i asked she slowly nod "but i don't want Em to hear it" she whispered "em?" i asked "i'm gone" she said and left.
~30 minutes later~
Y/n had told me everything i hugged her as she was crying on my shoulder "i'm here for you okay" i said she nodded against my neck "but you should eat something" i said she shaked her head "maybe a little soup?" i asked "are you gonna do it?" she asked "if you want me too yes" i said she nod i smiled "lay down i'll be back" i said she nod she laid down i kissed her forehead she smiled.
i went to the kitchen i told Em what i need she helped me but i did the most things "is she really gonna eat or drink the soup?" her mom asked "she told me if i made it yes" i said they nod i took the bowl to Y/n's room she took it "its much" she whispered "you don't have to eat all of that maybe just the half of the half" i said she nod.
~after 20 minutes~
she even ate the half of it "i'm so proud of you" i said as i put the bowl on her desk she smiled i smiled back "can you cuddle with me?" she asked "sure" i said i laid down next to her she cuddled up to me her arm on my stomach and her leg on my legs "why are you so nice to me?" she asked as she looked up to me "its because i love you" i said "i love you too" she said my eyes widen.
"wait really?" i asked she nod "my mom always asked me to eat but i always said no and you asked me and i said yes because you told me to" she said i smiled i gave her a peek on the nose she chuckled.
~1 months later~
Y/n is feeling way better now she told me at the beginning thats she doesnt want a relationship now but when she is feeling better.
i knocked on her door "come in" she said i walked in Tay!" she said happy and rushed to me and jumped on me i hold her tight.
"i want to ask you something" i said she nod "ask me" she said.
~Y/n pov~
"ask me" i said "do you want to be my girlfriend?" she asked "of course i want to!" i said and kissed her she kissed back.
~4 months later~
Tay is staying the night in my room i had the curtains open so Em could see what we are doing i was just laying between Tay's legs and were on my phone i got a notifcation that Emmy mentioned me in her story.
a picture of me and Tay
my sister and my best friend fav couple
i groaned "sis i hate you for that" i said she chuckled.
A/n: a long chapter yayy
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