Y/n is 19 Tay is 19.
warnings:blood,alcohol,fainting and other negative stuff.
~Y/n pov~
i walked inside of my school its my last year since i started school really late i started my first class at 8 now i'm in 10th grade i went to my locker and got my things out my friend walked to me "hey Y/n/n" she said "oh hey Lee" i said hugging her.
"why are you so late here?" she asked "oh i had an doctors appointment" i said she nodded we both walked into our class i felt everyone starring at me i sighed "were you sipping school?" my least favourite friend asked "no. i had a appointment" i said she nod i waited for the teacher she came "ahh Y/n nice for you to show up" she said "i'm sorry i had a doctoŕs appointment here my thing to prove i was really there" i said as i handed her a paper.
"oh okay take a seat" she said i nodded i sat next to Lee she put her head on my shoulder i laid my head on hers.
~1 week later~
Taylor walked to me i froze she is my crush since idk how long "uh Y/n right?" she asked i nodded "uh i uhm" she began and looked at her friends they nodded "do you want to uh be my girlfriend?" she asked i blushed and froze she nervously rubbed the back of her neck "uh i yes" i stuttered "great i uh have to go" she said i nod she walked away.
i rushed home and called Lee since she was sick today "whats up?" she asked with a raspy voice "guess who asked to be her girlfriend!" i said "who?" she asked "Taylor!" i said she scoffed "she doesn't even know you" she said "i know but she'll get to know me!" i said she scoffed before hanging up i sighed.
i smiled while falling asleep.
~next day~
i woke up i got ready i walked to school Tay waved at me i waved back smiling i went to my locker i felt arms wrapping around me i jumped and turned around "oh hey Taylor" i said "hey dear" she said i blushed she chuckled he bell rang "i uh i have to go" i said she nod she peeked my lips i froze she let go off of my body "see you around cutie" she said i nod she left "i don't think she loves you" Lee said "she does!" i said she rolled her eyes.
~1 week later~
~Tay pov~
now i'm 'fake' together with Y/n for one week now my friends dared me to ask her to be my girlfriend i accepted and asked her she said yes and i felt bad because i didn't loved her but now i do love her..
"what do you mean you love her?! it was just a dare!" my friends said "what? i was just a dare?" i heard a familliar voice i turned around "i uh uh" i stuttered "so the week was fake?.." she said hurt "yes.. no!" i said "you were just a dare!" Sel said Y/n run off "Y/n wait!" i yelled as i run behind her "no leave me alone!" she said as she turned to me her tears were rolling down "i love you i really do" i said "no you don't its over or nvm we were never really together!" she said before she run off.
i let my tears roll down my cheeks "i knew you don't love her!" her friend Lee said "i'm sorry but i do love her i promise!" i said "forget it and don't come near her!" she warned i nod.
~2 months later~
Y/n hasn't been to school the last 2 months.
~Y/n pov~
i had stopped going to school the last 2 months i slowly stopped eating and drinking until it turned into nothing i just drunk alcohol everyday not caring about my health i started to hurt myself in any way i could.
~3 months later~
i decided to go to school happily it was winter i could wear a hoodie i took the hoodie Taylor gave me it has stopped smelling like her in the past 5 months i walked outside of my room my mom looked up the stairs "Y/n?" she asked "yeah?" i whispered not able to talk really "what are you doing?" she asked "i'm going to school" i said "oh okay have fun" she said i nod.
i left the house i walked to my school i walked inside the big doors i saw Lee looking at me "Y/n!" she said happily as she rushed to me "please don't touch me" i said she nodded "are you okay?!" she asked i nodded "you look really pale" she said "i'm okay" i said she nod we walked to our class i avoid Tay looking at me.
~at lunch~
i stood at my locker listening to Lee talking until everything went black "Y/N!" was the last thing i heard.
~Tay pov~
"Y/N!" i heard Lee saying loudly i looked Y/n laying on the floor i rushed to them "what happened?!" i asked "no time to explain call an ambulance now!" she said i nodded and called an ambulance.
~2 hours later~
my leg bounched up and down many times until the door opened from Y/n's room Lee and i stood up "and?!" we both asked "she is okay she is awake she had lost much blood and her body looks really skinny does one of you know if she has eaten ot drink in the last time?" he asked "she wasn't in school the last 5 months" i said he nodded "and she asked for a friend named Lee" he said "thats me" she said "okay you can go inside" he said before walking away "can you wait any longer?" she asked i nodded.
i had told Lee about everything about what i really feel towards Y/n.
~30 minutes later~
the door opened "she wants to see you come in" Lee said "is she sure?" i asked she nod i slowly stood up everythign went black for a second since i had been sitting for 2 hours i slowly walked in i held distance between Y/n and me "sit" Y/n said patting a spot on her bed i slowly walked to her and sat down "i'm sorry that you have to see me like this" she whispered.
"its okay i'm sorry for what i did to you" i said "its okay" she said "no its not if i wouldn't have done that you wouldn't be here" i said she nod "but i'm okay well, half okay but i'm still here" she said i nod.
~3 months later~
Y/n had come out of the hospital 2 months ago she comes to school everyday we had sorted it out we are gonna stay friends for some time i sat on a bench at our school "Tay!" Y/n called out i looked up smiling i stood up and rushed to her and hugged her she hugged back.
"you're back!" i said "i'm back!" she said i smiled "god i missed you!" she said "I missed you too" i said she smiled she kissed my cheek "come together!" Sel said "No she doesn't want to" i said "who said it?" Y/n said "what? you said 3 months ago-" i got cut off "it was 3 months ago i wanted to see if you really love me" she said i nod "and?" i asked "i saw it you really do" she said i smiled and hugged her again.
"so can we try again?" i asked she nod i smiled as i connected our lips.
A/N another chapter yay.
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