Y/n is 20 and Tay is 20 (Y/n still smokes)
~Y/n pov~
1 week had pass since i had a make out seassion with Taylor and since then she ignored me *did she just used me?* i always thought i had called Lee she came over letting me cry into her shoulder.
~5 months later~
~Tay pov~
Lee called me i answered confused "are you happy now?! Y/n tried to end her life because you were ignoring her!" she yelled "what?...." i said "its your fault i swear if she dies in this coma i will kill you!" she yelled before hanging up i froze "what happened?" Anna asked "Y-Y/n..." i said "what happened to her?!" she asked "she-she tried to end her l-life" i stuttered "what?! i told you ignoring her is not a good idea!" she said.
"its my fault" i whispered.
~3 months later~
~Anna pov~
i got a call from Y/n i answered "Y/n?!" i asked "A-anna?" she stuttered "yes whats wrong?" i asked she came out of the hospital one week ago "can you please come over?" she asked "yes i'm on my way" i said and hung up i drove to her she gave me a spare key i rushed inside she laid on the couch "are you okay?!" i asked i didn't saw her when she went home "n-no everything still hurts" she whispered "you want cuddles?" i asked she nodded i slipped behind her and carefully pulled her to me "ow" she whispered "i'm sorry" i said "where can i put my hand or arm?" i asked she took my hand and put it on her side/stomach.
i do still love her thats why i care right now so much she moved around until her head was on my chest i looked at her she fell asleep i smiled i kissed her forehead i took a picture of us and put it in my story.
~10 minutes later~
Taylor swift liked your story Y/n had woken up again "where is Tay?" she asked "she is at home" i said "she is ignoring me i called her i don't know how many times she still doesn't pick uP" she frowned "you want her to come over?" i asked she nodded i hummed i called tay "yes?" she asked "Y/n's wants you here can you please come over?" i asked "i don't want to hurt her more" she said "she wants you here you're gonna hurt her when you're not coming" i said "okay i'll be there" she said thanks" i said and hung up "she coming?" she asked i nodded "yayy" she said i smiled.
there was a knock Y/n jumped up and opened the door "Tay!" she said happily as she hugged her Tay froze but hugged back i smiled both walked in y/n was really happy i can see that "should i leave or can i go?" i asked "what you want i have Taytay now" Y/n said happily i smiled.
~1 hour later(Tay pov~
i noticed a red line on her neck i froze "are you okay?" she asked i nodded "no whats wrong?" she asked "y-you did it like that..." i whispered "what do you mean?" she asked i carefully took my finger and stroked over the line "that" i whispered "oh uh yeah" she said "b-but it looks beautiful" i said she smiled "is it a scar?" i asked she nodded i sighed "i'm sorry for what i did" i said.
"no its okay" she said "no i'm the reason you did it" i said "i know butni'm here i'm okay!" she said i nod i hugged her "ow" she whispered i pulled away "i'm sorry i'm so sorry!" i said "no its okay" she said she sat on my lap and hugged me again i hugged back she looked at me her arms around my neck on my shoulder she slowly leaned in and connected our lips even tho i got a girlfriend i kissed back i had loved her since i first saw her in highschool.
i gently turned us around so that she is laying on her back and i'm towering up on her i kissed her scar on her neck i kissed the long scar across her neck and slowly licked over it she slightly moaned i gulped i know i'm cheating on my girlfriend with her but i don't care as long as i'm with her.
"Y/n i'm sorry but i have to telly ou something" i whispered she looked at me and nodded "i uh i do love you but i uh have a partner" i whispered her eyes widen i felt bad "i know" she says "how?" i asked "Anna" she said "oh" i said "but you just cheated on her" she whispered "i know but i don't really care i know she is cheating on me" i said she chuckled i smiled then suddenly she is on top of me "wow that was fast" i chuckled she chuckled too she leaned down to my neck and began to suck.
"oh god" i breathed out heavily she chuckled "well now you're mine" she said looking at my neck "big?" i asked "no not that big" she said i nod.
"i love you" i said "i love you too" she said i smiled.
A/N: i don't know what to think of the chapter:)
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