Y/n is 20 Tay is 20 (Y/n smokes)
~Y/n pov~
i walked around the city smoking my cigarette with my best friend "hun whats on your mind?" she asked "you know the girl i've always looked at when she walked past us or when she had class next to us?" i told her "Taylor?" she asked "yes her" i said "you still have a eye on her?" she asked i nod.
"i can't stop thinking about her" i said she sighed i had finished my cigarette.
~at home~
i walked inside "hey babe!" mmy girlfriend said "oh hi why are you here?" i asked "i just wanted to see you but you weren't home so i waited" she said before peeking my lips i sighed "hun i uh we have to talk" i said "is it something bad?" she asked "kinda" i said we sat down.
"look i do love you but there is someone else i know her since i started highschool well she doesn't know me i was only looking at her when she wasn't looking and i still have a little crush on her" i said "oh..." she said "i'm sorry" i whispered "its okay i'm not mad at you it just hurts why didn't you told me 4 months ago when we started the relationship" she asked.
"i had forgot about her i always forget about her in happy moments but somethimes i do think of her" i said "whats her name?" she asked "Taylor" i said "wait i know a taylor" she said i gulped.
she showed me a picture of her when she was in highschool i nodded "its her..." i whispered she sighed "well she knows you i guess" she said "what?" i asked "when i'm meeting up with her she always talks about someone and has the same name as you" she said i gulped.
~1 week later~
her friend taylor had come over i was just in my office having a meeting there was a light knock "guys wait" i told my manager and the other ones i muted myself "come in" i said Anna walked in (my girlfriend) "are you busy?" she asked i nod "have a meeting" i said "oh because taylor wants to talk with you" ii gulped "later not now" i said she nod and left.
"i'm back" i said as i unmuted myself "was it your girlfriend again?" they asked i nodded "she really must love you" he said "i know..." i said "whats wrong Y/n/n" Lee asked currently my best friend "i'll tell you later" i said she nod.
~after the meeting~
i called Lee "so tell me now!" she said "you know the girl right?" i said "Taylor?" she asked i hummed "she is friends with Anna and she wants to talk to me but i'm scared i don't really want to see her" i said "why?" she asked "what if i'm falling more for her i do love Anna" i said "i know" she said "why am i like this!" i said "you had watched Taylor your whole highschool time of course your heart still wants her and your heart wants Anna too but your heart has to choose one" she said i hummed and nodded to myself "but i can't decide it would be mean for Anna if i would choose Taylor.... what if Taylor doesn't like me then anymore or she would never like me" i said.
"hun, listen to me you are perfect you remember i had a crush on you when we first met" she said "oh don't remember me" i said "hey i wasn't that bad!" she said "you were a nerd!" i said she laughed so did i.
~10 minutes later~
we had switched to facecall there was a knock "wait... yes?" i asked the door opened i gulped "and its Taylor right?" Lee said i nodded she laughed "can we talk?" Taylor asked "i uh i sure" i stuttered i slapped myself Lee laughed "shut up" i told Lee.
"w-what is it?" i asked "Anna told me you still have a crush on me?" she said i gulped "you knew about my crush on you in highschool?" i asked "Y/n! you were starring at her anytime you could!" Lee said "shut up i'm not talking to you!" i said "yeah i did i could see it and i had one on you too but i thought you were dating Lee" she said "ewww i could never... sorry lee but ew no!" i said "hey that hurted!" Lee said "sorry!" i said.
"and everytime you weren't looking i was looking at you" she said i gulped "and you remember when we had eye contact the first time?" she asked i nodded "i was crying myself to sleep because i knew i wouldn't have a chance with you" she said "i uh i did the same" i said "she did" Lee said "shut up!" i said Lee laughed.
"but i'm scared Anna would hate me" i said "she won't" she said i sighed "i mean i do love her but i do love you..." i said "i mean i love you since 5 years or more and i love her since i know her 6 months" i said "i'm gonna let you have some time to think okay" she asked i nod she left i looked at my phone i put my knees up to my chest "why... why does my heart want 2 people at the same time..." i said as tears rolled down "i'm coming over" she said and hung up.
after some minutes my office door opened "i hate it" i cried out as i saw Lee she closed the door "i'm sorry but your heart chooses them you have to make the decision" she says "i know" i said.
~2 months later~
i had started to distance myself from everyone 2 months ago and Anna broke up with me 1 month ago i was laying in my bed the front door opened no one has a spare key "Y/n?!" Tay called out "i'm in my bedroom" i said loudly she came in "why did you ignore my calls?!" she asked worried "you called me?" i asked she nodded she sat next to me "oh i wasn't on my phone the last 1 month" i said she nodded.
~2 hours later~
Tay was towring up on me kissing me deeply as i kissed back she started to kiss my neck i quietly moaned she began to bite and suck on my skin my head fell back.
she came up to me again and kissed me again.
A/N: i'll do a part 2 after school:)
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