you're 29 Tay is 33.
warnings:death
~tay pov~
i was waiting at home for Y/N to come back from work she should be home 1 hour ago but she's still not here i walked around the house worriedly as someone called me i answered "hello?" i asked "its a nurse do you know a Y/N?" she asked "yes thats my wife what happened?" i asked worried "well she got into a car accident we think someone crashed into her door and drove away while Y/n was in there and her care turned around" she explained "What?! is she okay?" i asked as tears start to form "well she is in a operation right now but we don't think she is gonna make it she lost to much blood and her heart gave out 3 times but we got it back but we hope she is gonna make it because she is still young" she said "how old is she?" she asked "only 29" i said as tears rolled down "maybe you should come here to the hospital" she said "gonna be there in a minute" i said as i hung up and tun to the hospital.
the nurse waited for me outside "Taylor?" she asked "yes" i said "stay here" she said "i got a call from the doctor i'm sorry to tell you but she didn't make it trough" she said thats when i lost i i fell down onto my knees as i cried she kneeled down to me hugging me "i'm sorry" she said "why her?! she never did anything wrong she always put a smile on everyones faces everyone loved her" i cried "maybe one person hated her do you maybe know who?" she asked i thought "my ex" i said "i'm gonna kill this man" i said "no its not helping i'm sorry" she said.
"how should i tell her family" i said "maybe gather everone together and tell them" she said i nod.
~at home~
since it was late i couldn't call everyone now and i couldn't sleep the night thinking about that i just lost the love of my life the reason why i'm smiling and laughing.
i cried the whole night.
~next day~
i called everyone in "whats wrong Tay why isn't Y/n here?" her mom asked thats when i cried again "hun whats wrong?" she asked "she got into a car accident" i stuttered "did she make it?" she asked worried "n-no" i cried out "w-what please tell us you're joking" she said "n-no i'm sorry" i said as i cried "how did it happen?" she asked "they think someone crashed in her door and drove away and i think it was my ec since i broke up with him for Y/N" i said.
now her family was crying mostly her little sister who she really loved i hugged her little sister "i'm so sorry" i said she cried harder "but she will watch after you us while she is in a save place" i said crying she nodded.
~after her funeral~
we had let her body burn into ashes since she was pretty tall so we had alot of ashes so i decided to make necklaces for everyone.
everyone are wearing it since then.
i sat by her grave "i hope you're doing good where you are now we all miss you" i cried out.
A/N: literaly i cried while writing it
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