Y/n is 30 Tay is 33
~Y/n pov~
i sighed as i saw another edit of Tay and Travis i went out of tiktok and wanted to go on insta but remembered i deleted most social media apps i sighed Sel called me i ignored her i've been ignoring Sel and Tay since the thing with Travis happened.
~1 month later~
~Sel pov~
i got a call from Y/n's sister i answered "yes?" i asked "have you heard of Y/n?" she worriedly asked "no she's been ignoring me and Tay since the thing happened between Tay and Travis" i said "yeah because she loves taylor!" she said i gulped "what?" i asked "don't tell Taylor" she said and hung up i gulped "shit she loves you" i said looking at TAy "what? who?" she asked "Y/n" i said her eyes widen.
~2 hours later~
i got another call of Scar "great job" she said as her voice breaks "what? what do you mean scar?" i asked "Y/n tried to end her life" she said my eyes widen tears start to form "what? Sel whats wrong?!" Tay asked i stayed quiet Scar hung up "she-she tried to- to end her l-life" i stuttered out she froze "what?" she whispered "its my fault" she whispered she jumped up "where are you going?" i asked.
"to the hospital!" she said i stood up "where are you both going?" Travis asked "hospital" i said "why?" he asked "Y/n" Tay said as she took my hand his eyes widen "i'm coming with" he said "no its halfway our fault" Tay said "what why?" he asked "she loves Tay" i said he froze Tay and i sat in Tay began to drive.
~at the hospital~
we walked in i saw Scar in the waiting room her head down "wait here" i told Tay she nod i walked to Scar "hey scar" i whispered she looked up she instandly hugged me i hugged back "i'm so sorry" i whispered "its not your fault" she said between sobs "i know but Tay is here too" i said she nod "is it okay if she comes here?" ia sked pulling away she nod.
i mention for Tay to come she walked to us she sat down next to me "Scar?" Tay asked she nod "i'm sorry" she said "its okay" she said Tay nod.
~1 hour later~
"miss Johansson?" a doctor asked Scar jumped up "yes?" she asked "Y/n is doing alright she asked for you" he said "which room is she?" she asked "room 122" he said we all nod "let me go inside alone you can wait in front of the room okay?" she asked we all nod.
~Scar pov~
i walked in "s-sis i'm so sorry" Y/n said "No sis its okay i shoudl have watched after you" i said she shaked her head "i'm sorry" she said i hugged her "stop apologiesing okay its not your fault and uh Tay and Sel are here" i said "can you get them in?" she asked i froze "you sure you want to see Tay?" i asked she nod i smiled i kissed her forehead.
~Y/n pov~
Scar went out to get Tay and Sel they came back "Y/n/n i'm so sorry" Tay said as she gently sat down next to me "its okay" i whispered "no its not its halfway my fault" she said "scar did you told them?" i asked she nod i sighed "i'm sorry that i didn't told you" i said "its okay hun" she said i nod.
~1 year later~
Tay and Travis had broke up 6 months ago i started writing songs again i had stopped for a long time but now i'm starting again.
~at one of Y/n's show's~
i walked on stage and after some minutes i started to sing 'oak trees'
When i die will you put me
under the earth, under the oak
trees
if i die before the sun rises
i'll be just fine right where i am
'cause i know where i'm going
i know where i'll be
i know where i'm going
so you don't cry about me
'cause i'll be dancing, i'll be
singing
i'll be spinning 'round in cirlcles
i'll be jumping, i'll be screaming
when i see that silver lining
and i hope that you'll be with me
someday
so don't cry about me
'cause i know where i'll be
start a fire with my guitar
i used to play when i first started
i won't have a need for things like
that
when i'm put six feet
underground
'cause i'll be dancing, i'll be
singing
i'll be spinning 'round in circles
i'll be jumping, i'll be screaming
when i see that silver lining
and i hope that you'll be with me
someday
so don't cry about me
'cause i know where i'll be
I'm going to a place where cars
and lights
won't keep me from my family
late at night
i'm going to a place where ll my nights
aren't wasted losing sleep
i'm going to a place where the
love can thrive
i'm going to a place where the
cancer dies
i'm going to a place where there is
no shame
and i feel no pain
yeah, this is where i'll stay
'cause i'll be so much more than
under oak trees
i'll be dancing, I'll be singing
i'll be spinning 'round in circles
i'll be jumping, i'll be screaming
when i see that silver lining
yeah, i'll be dancing, i'll be singing
i'll be spinning 'round in cirles
i'll be jumping, i'll be screaming
when i see that siliver lining
and i hope that you'll be with me
someday
so don't cry about me
'cause i know where i'll be
i noticed some tears on my fans faces, i smiled softly i carefully jumped down of stage and went to the fans in first row and gave all of them a quick hug "Okay everyone i wish i could hug you all btu everyone feel hugged!" i said everyone smiled the secruity man helped me up again i smiled as a thanks.
~after all Y/n's shows (on the last show)~
Tay knows now that i have a crush on her since a long time and she told me she loves me too but i told her i don't want a relationship right now but today i'll ask her in front of everyone i was coming to an end with my show.
"before i'm gonna end this show" i began the most groaned "i'm sorry guys but Tay can you come up?" i asked everyone cheered i smiled i helped Tay up "whats wrong?" she asked "you told me before my shows that you love me right?" i asked she nod "Aww" some said i smiled "and you know i told you i don't want a relationship at the moment?" i asked she nod "do you want to try it now?" i asked.
her eyes widen "really?!" she asked i nod she smiled as she hugged me "i would love too" she said i smiled she pulled away "can i kiss you?" she asked i nod she kissed me.
A/N: thanks to my girlfriend who showed me that song now i'm completely obsessed with it:)
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