fame

Twenty

Naravit had been drowning himself in work.It was so hard for him to act like nothing happened.Dunk treated him the same but he couldn't help but feel his heart breaking everytime seeing Dunk and Archen either in real life or on tv.He admitted they had some sparks between them,and Archen's a good guy.He should be happy,right?

"Hia,I want to go to a theatre.Would you like to go with me."

"I don't feel like it,phu."

"Please,it has been long since we spend time together."

"I'm tired."

"Please,please,ple—"

"I said i'm fucking tired,can't you mature up a bit and stop being childish!" Naravit raised his voice.

Phuwin was startled.That was the first time Naravit scared him like that.

"Damn,you don't have to yell you fucker." Phuwin bursted out crying and ran out of the room.

"Wait,phu i'm sorry!"

Dunk came back from the set and was suprised with the house condition.Broken glasses were everywhere,paper thrown,tv broken.Then,he saw Naravit sitting on the couch with his bloody,injured hands.

"What the fuck,Naravit what did you do?" Dunk ran to get the first aid kit.

"In my head I do everything right."

"What do you mean." Dunk started treating his wounds.

"I fucked up,like I always do."

"W-wait,where's Phu,he has to go to school tomorrow.Is he at his mom's house?"

"No,I chased him off."

"you what?!"

"He ran away."

"You,did not hurt him right?" Dunk asked him calmly.
"Do you want to tell me what happened?" He continued.

Naravit shook his head.

"You know tomorrow is his 17th birthday,right? Sometimes we need to remind ourselves that he's still little.Barely 17."

Naravit wanted to kill himself so bad that night.