Gay Band OneShots

Bridecest: Don't ignore your guitarist...Honey

Requested by @ellafifteen

Jinxx watched the guys with jealous burning brightly in his eyes. How come he was always the odd one out in this relationship? They were all cuddled together while Jinxx was thrown off to the side without a second glance.

He didn't remember getting on anyone's bad side. Maybe it was just him. He knew he had flaws, but he didn't think they'd affect his relationship with the guys.

He silently got up from the couch and went to drown his misery with alcohol, not that anyone noticed.

He sat at the kitchen table, nursing a bottle of Jack while thinking about the past. He just couldn't come up with a reasonable explanation. Was it his makeup? His shyness? Maybe it was how awkward he got.

The more he swallowed, the more he thought. How long has he been excluded without noticing.

Last week they all went out and didn't bother waking his up. A couple days before that, he heard them having sex without him. They even forgot his birthday a couple weeks ago.

Jinxx took the last sip, and felt his confidence rise. He wanted answers.

After quite a bit of stumbling, he reached the living room and let out an inhuman noise.

Everyone's heads snapped towards him and their eyes widened. Jinxx never let himself get drunk.

"Why don't you guys like me?" Jinxx asked, his voice strong in the beginning but came out broken in the end.

Andy hesitantly approached the drunk mess and attempted to lead him to the bedroom. No one knew what he was like when he was drunk. Was violent, horny or emotional?

"D-Don't touch me. You didn't want to last week or the other day. Y-yeah I heard you guys getting it on without me. I know when I'm n-not wanted."

Jinxx stumbled off on his own and the guys heard the bed creak under his weight.

Andy let out a sigh and CC ducked his head in shame. Ashley looked pissed and Jake didn't seem to know what was happening since he just woke up.

Maybe the guys had been ignoring him a bit, but it's not like he mentioned it before. They all decided to speak about it tomorrow and sort things out before they got worst.

***

They never brought up Jinxx's outburst. He came down the stairs the next morning seemingly fine so they didn't question it. What they didn't know, was that Jinxx was waiting to see if they cared enough to ask. Apparently not.

They were just eating breakfast and due to the hangover Jinxx was starving. Sure he had a lot of food on his plate, but it didn't give Ashley the right to call it out.

"Damn Jinxx, be careful that you don't get fat from all that food."

Maybe it was the vulnerability that made the words sink in deep but after that day, Jinxx's appetite never seemed to show anymore.

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It was after a show and all the guys were starving so they took advantage of the Buffett their hotel offered.

Everyone had plate fulls besides Jinxx, who seemed more and more distant everyday. It was CC who noticed Jinxx was only eating soup.

"Hey babe, you feeling okay?" The drummer asked while feeling the guitarists forehead, only to get pushed away.

"M'fine."

The guys' eyes connected in question but they decided to wait until behind closed doors to ask questions.

And soon that time came. They were all calming surrounding Jinxx, trying to get him to pour his heart out.

After another hour of poking, Jinxx finally blew up.

"Don't you dare act as if you care! I've been so alone lately while you all go on without me. At least dump me instead of making me suffer. Is it because I'm not skinny enough? Does my flab disgust you?!" He screamed.

Everyone was in shock by the normally quiet mans outburst but didn't hesitate to pull him into their arms.

"We haven't meant to leave you out, we thought it didn't bother you. We're sorry, so sorry." The guys babbled.

Jinxx soaked up the attention but was still unsure.

"And you're not fat, not even a little bit. You really gotta start eating more baby." Jake added, to which everyone agreed.

"And I know how we can make it up to you." Ashley stated, sharing a look with Andy. And with that, they began making things up to the guitarist.