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"i love you"

those words..

those words.

what do they truly mean?

i don't know.

i've never felt any emotion to them, or even truly cared about them.

i don't get love.

i just... don't.

what does it mean to feel things for someone, and why do people make such a big deal about them?

i don't know.

how do i tell him...?

how do i tell the boy in front of me that i don't reciprocate these feelings?

that i just see him as a friend...

"..."

"... suguru?"

i open my mouth to speak but the words just don't come out.

i can't do this to him. not him.

why him? why did it have to be him?

this is hard.

"... im sorry satoru.."

"sorry for what...?"

(gojo's pov)

oh fuck... fuck fuck fuck FUCK... did i screw this up? did i screw up our friendship? why is he sorry? is he sorry because he doesn't love me? does he want to stop being friends because i love him??? why did i say anything.. WHY?!?! i should've stayed quiet...

(back to geto's pov)

how do i say this?

"..."

"sorry for what, suguru?"

fuck.

"look i..."

just say god dammit.

"im sorry satoru but, this won't work"

"wait, what won't work? our friendship? or.. is it my feelings for you..?"

i let out a sigh, this is harder than i thought...

i don't want to break his heart but.. i'll just break him more if i say yes and be his boyfriend while i feel nothing for him.

this is for the best.

"your feelings for me.."

"oh.."

"it just won't work out, and im sorry for that. i only see you as a friend satoru, nothing more. i don't have any romantic feelings for you. i hope you can understand that."

"..."

"satoru?"

why did he go quiet? oh fuck.. does he not want to be friends anymore? did i come off as rude? i hope i didn't.

"its fine suguru, don't worry. i understand you don't have feelings for me. but... can we still be friends though? i don't want to lose you over some stupid feelings that i have..."

"we'll always keep being friends satoru. nothing will ever break us apart. trust me"

"alright!"

his smile, its so heartwarming.

i hope he doesn't feel sad or anything... what am i saying? of course he'll be sad, i just rejected him.

i hope he doesn't hate me after this...

but at least,

he agreed to stay friends.

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𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘥 <3