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𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳

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𝘪𝘯𝘱𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘺 '𝘣𝘢𝘨 𝘰𝘧 𝘣𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴' 𝘣𝘺 𝘮𝘪𝘵𝘴𝘬𝘪 (𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘭𝘺𝘳𝘪𝘤𝘴 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘪𝘵)
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over and over again, everyday, i go through the same thing.

i go through this same stage of grief over you.

again and again, i go through this pain.

you tear me apart. day and night, you do.

the thought of you breaks me.

please have mercy on me, i beg you.

please let go of me. let my mind roam free without it being shut down by the littlest reminder of you.

i need to let go.

let go of you. of the pain.

i need to.

but i don't seem to have the will to do so.

i feel like i never will.

and i probably won't.

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𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘥 <3