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𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘰 𝘱𝘰𝘷
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i see you with other people sometimes.

i see how you do the things we used to do together.

i see how you so desperately try to resemble the feeling you felt whenever you were with me.

it hurts me to see you like that.

see how you fail to capture the feeling, the emotion.

and how miserable you become when you realize you can't imitate it.

i have done the same thing too.

i have tried to capture the same emotion, and i fail too.

it just proves how we will never find other people like us.

people who understand and love us like we did.

i wish things could've turned out differently. i wish we still could be together.

even though i was the one who left you, i miss you just as much as you do.

so im sorry. im sorry for the eternal suffering you will have to endure because of me.

the trial and error you will go through just so you could feel the same way you once did with me.

i am so sorry, toru.

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