Come Back To Me

Chapter Eleven

I'm having lunch with Lottie and the boys are back in a couple of days "How's baby mama doing" she says "Feeling pretty pregnant none of my clothes fit stretch is my friend right now. I will be living in loose dresses and skirts for the remainder of my pregnancy and sweatpants" I say "Well you still look pretty stylish in my eyes" she says "Yes the press are loving critiquing my fashion during pregnancy and how tired I look I mean its not like I'm growing an entire person who likes to kick me when I'm sleeping and push on my bladder so hard I feel like I'm gonna wet myself" I say "You really make pregnancy sound so appealing" she says "Come on like you and Chris haven't had the baby conversation yet you've been married for months now and I know Chris wants kids" I say "I know but the minute I get pregnant my career is up in the air" she says "Plenty of models still work throughout pregnancy and after having a baby and wanting a family doesn't mean your career is over" I say "I know it's just alot to consider" she says "Well take it from this mom to be yes its hard and painful but getting to hold that baby in your arms and watch it grow and help shape who they'll be is this the most rewarding and special thing you can ever do" I say "Thanks Ives" she says.

Sebs been home a few days now and acting a little weird. I've been with my mom but he text me saying he has a surprise for when I come home. I walk in and if you were here from sixteen candles is playing through the speakers and I see a piece of paper on the floor saying I'm in the dining room so that's where I go and I find Seb there and there's a box on the table "What is going on?" I ask "Come sit" he says tapping the table "I'm heavily pregnant right now and you want me to sit on our dining room table" I say "Indulge me please" he says and he helps me onto the table and I sit cross legged cradling my bump "I love you and your obsession with Christmas and 80s Molly Ringwald movies. I love that your growing our child all while dealing with your mom being sick and working. I love how strong and passionate and caring you are and I truly believe you are the missing piece of my soul. Open the box" he says and I do and inside is a cake that says will you marry me and the tears start and I look up and he has a ring box with my mom's engagement ring in it "Of course I'll marry you" I say and he puts the ring on and leans over and kisses me and I feel a kick as he does "Someone is happy" I say bringing his hand to my bump and he can feel all the kicks "Their happy I'm finally making you Mrs Sebastian Stan officially" he says kissing me again.

The next few months fly by and my mom gets the all clear in my last month of pregnancy. Baby Stan unfortunately decides they don't want to come out on their due date so I'm currently three days over my due date and definitely feeling it. Their going to induce me soon if I don't go naturally and we've been trying everything to induce labour because I am ready to not be pregnant anymore. My water breaks in the night and there's some blood which has me worried and the pain is really bad and my screams wake Seb up "Somethings wrong" I say and he sees the blood "Its gonna be okay" he says and we head to the hospital as soon as we're ready.

I end up needing an emergency c section but Seb is there the entire time "You have a beautiful baby boy. Congratulations" the nurse says showing to us "He's okay" I say "He's perfect" she says and Seb goes with her when they go to check him over and I feel faint and the last thing I remember is beeping loudly.

I wake up and feel extremely tired still "Hey your okay" Seb says "What happened" I ask "You started bleeding after they delivered the baby they stopped it managed to avoid having to do a hysterectomy" he says "Our baby" he says "Doing great. I'll have the nurse bring him up soon. You scared me" he says "I know I'm sorry but we're both okay" I say "I know. I love you" he says "I love you too" I say.

Our mom's come to visit the next day and I'm still in alot of pain "He's perfect do you have a name" she asks "We do Wyatt Andrei Stan. Wyatt means brave in battle and he fought his way into this world and Andrei is for dad he never got to meet his grandson but I know he's watching over us" I say "Its a beautiful name" Georgeta says and they stay for awhile. Lottie and Chris come to visit aswell "He's adorable" she says "You did good man" Chris says "Ivy did all the work" he says "We were talking and we want you guys to be godparents" I say "I'm gonna cry" she says "Don't cause if you do I will and it hurts to do anything right now" I say "We'd love to" Chris says.