Come Back To Me

Chapter Fourteen

It's Wyatts first birthday this weekend and I have been stressing getting everything perfect for it even though he probably won't remember it. We're also just a few short weeks away from our wedding which is crazy. I'm ready and I've just finished getting Wyatt ready when Seb comes out in his dinosaur themed piece of clothing "I thought I'd hate it but I love it and little man is looking cool and my wife is looking amazing as always" he says "Thank you I think I may change my entire wardrobe to just dinosaur print cause there's some cute stuff out there" I say "Well I was talking more about the boots and the skirt your legs look incredible" he says "My legs are your kryptonite and you with a beard is mine" I say "Then I'm never shaving again" he says "Come on we have a party to go to" I say and we head downstairs.

Lottie and Chris are here with their new baby girl Daisy and I'm honestly so in love with her "Makes you wanna have a baby girl doesn't it" she says as I'm cuddling her "Kind of but I also think I may be destined to be a boy mom I just have this feeling my next one will be a boy" I say "Maybe maybe not I was convinced Daisy would be a boy and here I am with a baby girl" she says "I know" I say and we keep chatting before we do Wyatts cake.

I had my bachelorette party last night and I am extremely hungover and sick the next few days so much so Seb has spent the last few days taking care of me which has been nice but he's about to head away on his bachelor weekend which includes a trip to Vegas. He's packing whilst I'm in bed as my mom has Wyatt for a few hours "I feel bad leaving you when your sick" he says "And I'd feel worse if you didn't go because of me" I say "Promise me if your not feeling better by tomorrow that you'll go see a doctor" he says "I promise I will. Now go have fun I love you" I say "I love you too" he says and kisses me.

Lottie is over and we had a kid free day as my mom and Sebs took the kids for the day so I could have a day to refresh after being sick "This was more than a hangover wasn't it" she says "Yeah I took a test the other day doctor confirmed yesterday I guess we may of gotten a little carried away before Sebs birthday" I say "When you gonna tell him" she says "Soon I guess" I say and we spend the rest of our day relaxing.

I decide to hold off telling Seb once he's back as I want to save it as a surprise for the wedding so I throw myself into wedding planning whilst Seb heads off to start some shooting so we can go on our honeymoon. I'm having to get my dress altered a little even though its still very early and so far Lottie is the only one who knows but I plan to tell my mom and Sebs at the wedding aswell.

Seb has decided we need a weekend trip away as a family before the wedding and despite dealing with some horrendous morning sickness I'm looking forward to it. We're heading for a camping weekend in a cabin thank god because morning sickness and the outdoors is not ideal. Wyatt is down for his nap and I'm having some tea to calm my stomach which I'm drinking by the porch whilst Seb is chopping some wood for our fire and with the additional hormones running through my body right now it's doing things to me. He stops what he's doing when he notices me watching "Can I help you with something" he says "Nope just keep doing what your doing" I say "I'm feeling very objectified right now" he says "Really you know how many women comment on photos of you saying how hot you are and how they wish they could sleep with you they've even said it to my face before" I say "Works both ways but I get it and I was messing around I'm sorry" he says "I know I'm sorry too wedding stress and all that" I say "Just think about our amazing honeymoon in Bali" he says "I can't wait. I'll miss Wyatt like crazy but some quality us time is good before things get crazy" I say "Exactly" he says and kisses me.