Chapter Fifteen

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It's the wedding day and I'm having a private moment with my mom and Seb's whilst we're getting ready to tell them the news "Seb has this thing where he buys me a new piece of jewellery for every big moment in our lives my eternity ring the two necklaces I always wear my engagement ring the cartier love bracelet he bought when Wyatt was born so I wanted to gift you both something special to thank you for being an amazing inspiration in our lives and amazing grandmother's to Wyatt" I say and hand them two boxes and inside is a necklace from the same place Seb got mine but which perfectly sums them both up "There's one more thing I wanted to share with you both on this special day your both gonna be nanas again" I say and I'm glad only my hair is done so far because I'm crying and we have a big group hug. Seb and I are doing a first look where I'm gonna tell him I'm pregnant "Hey beautiful" he says when he sees me and he wells up a little "Hey handsome so I have something to tell you" I say "Your not leaving me are you. Kidding I mean who wouldn't marry all of this" he says and I laugh "No I'm not leaving you. I have been lying to you about something though" I say "What" he says looking genuinely concerned "I've been hiding the fact that I've been violently puking every morning and some afternoons for the last few weeks or two months almost to be exact because I'm pregnant again and I think it's a little girl this time" I say and show him a scan from a few days ago "We're having another baby" he says "Yeah we are two under two" I say "I think the ultimate goal is three under three "After my last birth no thank you but knowing us we'll end up that way" I say "Definitely. How do we tell Wyatt" he says "I think he might already know subconsciously he's been obsessed with lying on my belly recently like he knows somethings in there" I say and Seb places his hands on my stomach "Guess I'm drinking for the both of us tonight then" he says "Yes you are" I say and we kiss.

Not having my dad here meant having to decide whether I'd walk down the aisle alone or with someone else and I chose to walk down the aisle with my mom because for so long it was just the two of us so it means alot to me that she's still here to do this with me. We go through the normal ceremony bits before it comes to our vows which we've written ourselves and I'm going first "Seb when I pictured this day as a little girl I always imagined it would be you standing here in front of me. I thought it was a wish that would never come true but here we are after over thirty years of friendship and three years of being able to call myself yours. So much has happened in those few years we bought a home together we had our beautiful baby boy Wyatt we've built our careers and had adventures with many more to come. I've loved watching you become a father and role model to our son and I fell more in love with you the first time I saw you hold him and I saw that love and protection you have for him. You accept me despite my flaws and my past because to you our flaws and our pasts are the same what's mine is yours to bear aswell and I will be forever grateful for the love and compassion you've always shown me. We're not just best friends or husband and wife we're one soul meant to be together each others other half. I love you with all that I am" I say and I wipe away tears and so does he "Ivy you are the first person I ever loved who taught me what love is and all that it can be. Your also the person I swore to love until my final day on this earth even if I could never be with you but I got lucky and after years of thinking you had no feelings for me you finally agreed to be mine. The life we've built together these last few years is beyond what I could of imagined yes some people think we were crazy for having a kid so soon but to me it felt perfect and when I thought I was going to lose you I was terrified I'd have to do this without you but you fought to stay alive and to be there for our son and that's what I love about you how hard you fight for everything and everyone. I love watching you dancing to Taylor Swift in the kitchen when your cooking and how it makes Wyatt smile so big everytime you play the piano your patientence with me when I'm being a complete idiot. I love everything about you from your horror movie and Christmas obsession where you insist we go all out and we wear matching pajamas to your passion when your working on something you really love. You are my soul mate Ivy Stan and you were always meant to be mine" he says and I'm crying again and we exchange rings and it's time to kiss the bride and Sebastian dips me as he does.


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