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Heeseung tries to catch his breath in an alleyway. He slid down the wall, putting his knees to his chest.

Heeseung tried to fight all the tears in every way while his arms were shaking and his anxiety was up the roof.

Heeseung felt like he couldn't hardly breathe; he was struggling to. He was having an anxiety attack. Heeseung tried to calm down, but he couldn't, which led him to pass out.

Heeseung could hear a faded, familiar voice crying and shaking him to wake up. Heeseung felt himself being carried in Jay's arms.

How does Heeseung know this He can tell because Jay always tried to put an arm around him, but Heeseung takes his hands off of him gently when he does so when they were "friends".

Heeseung could hear Jay slightly arguing with the person that sounds familiar, while Jungwon's voice is heard trying to calm Jay down.

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Time skipped:

While Heeseung was on the hospital bed, Heeseung could hear talking between Jay and that unknown, familiar voice. He couldn't figure out what they were talking about.

Jungwon was constantly trying to calm Jay.
down. But an unknown, familiar voice walks out the door.

Heeseung's eyes were begging to be opened, but he couldn't do that because of sleep exhaustion.

A few hours later, Heeseung decides to wake up and look around, seeing that Jay and Jungwon are sleeping. Jungwon is in Jay's lap, and Jay has one arm around Jungwon's waist while sleeping while holding Heeseung's hand.

Heeseung lightly shakes Jay's hand to let him know that he is awake. Jay wakes up and looks straight into Heeseung's eyes with relief.

"Are you okay" Jay said. Heeseung nodded with a smile. Jungwon begins to wake up as well as hear voices speaking. Jungwon sees Heeseung, flies out of Jay's arms, and hugs Heeseung.

"You had me scared," Jungwon said with a worried expression.

"Are you going to tell us why you ran without telling us" Jay said. Jungwon hit Jay on the shoulder for being so straightforward.

Jay rubs his shoulder, looking at Jungwon for what he did wrong, but Jungwon gives him the look, and he then realizes why.

"I'm sorry, Heeseung. You could tell us whenever you're ready," Jay said. "Exactly. Take your time doing so," Jungwon said with a smile.

"No, it's fine. I need to let go of my past and not hold it in too long," Heeseung smiled back. Heeseung looked down in his lap and began to speak.

Jay took a seat and patted his lap for Jungwon to sit down as well.

Jungwon heads over there and sat on his lap while Jay intertwined with one of Heeseung's hand. Jungwon puts his hand on top of Jay's.

"My mother was so kind and cheerful to others, but that didn't last long after my sister Nari died from getting run over by a car," Heeseung said.

"I always thought it was my fault for throwing the ball so far for her to catch that it rolled to the streets," Heeseung said as his eyes got teary.

But he was doing anything he could to not let himself cry.

"I told her I could go get it, but she was like, I'm a big girl; now I can do it myself. The last time I saw her, she was smiling directly at me as she received the ball while my older brother Hyuk yelled out Nari. Watch out as I saw the car as well and yelled it," Heeseung said.

Jungwon's tears fall from the corners of his eyes. Jay's eyes are becoming teary.

"My mom came out seeing her daughter laying in a pile of blood, and my father arrived home as he saw his favorite daughter killed," Heeseung said. Jay nodded, and Jungwon nodded with sadness.

"My mom became depressed, and my dad started being abusive towards her and us; that's why I don't like being touched all the time, but I'm trying to recover from that. My mom always tried to protect me and my older brother Hyuk and tried to maintain a smile," Heeseung said.

"Until one day she couldn't take it anymore and took her life". Heeseung said he was trying his hardest not to breakdown. Jay started crying and rubbed his thumb in circles on Heeseung's hand. Jungwon's tears couldn't stop falling.

Flashback

Heeseung and his brother come home from school, opening the door and seeing their mother hang herself as the chair was below her feet. A letter was also on the chair for them.

Heeseung was so shocked. He was like a frozen statue. His brother burst out in tears and stood up on the couch, trying to get her down as fast as he could.

Heeseung couldn't cry anymore; he built them up and blocked them out of his way since his sister's death and all the hard situations with his dad.

Heeseung couldn't grieve for his mother. He was questioning himself about why, of all people, it had to be his family falling apart. Everything felt like his fault in every way.

He even lost his brother as he was told to wait and stay put due to a butterfly that flew towards him, flying around in his face to catch his attention, then leading him following a group of friends. And the thing was that it was a rare butterfly that you rarely see.

He starts to follow that butterfly and walks behind the friend group. The butterfly flies away. One of the friends was self-aware and felt someone was following them along the way. He turned around .

When that person saw him, he gave him a cute dimple smile as possible. He was very cute and attractive. Along with another guy giving him the kindest smile, he was cool, attractive, and handsome. The rest do as well, giving him a smile. Which causes him to smile a little at all of them.

During that moment, he realizes he lost his brother as he looks behind him and sees how far he has walked away from him. One day, he was hoping they would reunite.

As his new friends looked everywhere to find his brother they never could so they took Heeseung under their wing.

End of flashback:

Heeseung finally broke down in tears, as it had been held for too long. Jay and Jungwon got up and hugged him.

"You are truly strong, my deer," Jay said as he kissed his forehead. "Your mom and your sister will always be by your side, Heeseungie, even if they are not here in this world," Jungwon said, wiping off Heeseungie's tears.

"Look at me whenever you feel down; we will be there to listen. Don't hold all of that on your chest," Jay said, lifting Heeseung's chin up to look at him.

Jungwon nodded in agreement. Jay looked at Heeseung's lips as he couldn't hold the urge to not kiss them, so he did so.

Heeseung didn't see it coming; he melted in the kiss. This was the first kiss he truly received. Jay was a good kisser; he was kissing Heeseung with softness and passion.

Jay broke the kiss and kissed Heeseung on his forehead as he turned toward Jungwon and gave him the same treatment. Jay then lets go, as he has something to ask Heeseung.

"I know this not the perfect time but Would you be our boyfriend" Jay said as he finally said it nervously with a smile. Heeseung nodded with a smile.

Jungwon and Jay couldn't stop smiling. Heeseung felt so happy and relieved that everything was off his chest and he had two boyfriends by his side.

"Thank you for being in my life," Heeseung said, looking at the both of them with a smile.

"We will continue doing so," Jungwon said with a cute, dimpled smile. "I didn't receive a kiss from you yet," Heeseung said as he pulled Jungwon by the shirt and kissed her.

Jungwon was so surprised that he also couldn't help but melt into the kiss. Heeseung broke the kiss and smiled, while Jungwon did the same. Jay smiled, at the both of them.

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