Time: 10:22am
Why does it feel like everyone hates me? Like, not in the "depression maling me think they hate me" way, but in the "They literally always try to schedule everything when I'm unavailable" kinda way. The way where they have 4 group chats without me. The way they are always doing stuff together, me only finding out they planned stuff without me when they're already there or when I ask if people want to go somewhere and turns out they already have like 4 times in the past 3 weeks. It feels selfish and it feel like it does for no reason, but I dunno, it doesn't feel good.
They cancelled plans apparrently 3 days ago. Plans that were meant to be today. They didn't tell me. ___ had to tell me today. 2 hours before.
It's not his fault, he's great, I'm just upset they didn't even think to tell me.
time: 10:39
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Vent Book Because Depression
No FicciónThis is a vent book so trigger warnings aren't in the chapters and I don't really want to read them again, so here, Tw: mentions of self harm, suicidal thoughts, Eating disorders / mental health issues and panic attacks. They aren't in ever chapter...
