9:55pm
Love feeling left out. It's just an amazing feeling. I'm writing this so I don't do something bad. A lot of shit has happened. I don't remember the last thing I said here, so I'll say this whether I already have or not. My dog passed. He's gone. July 13th. The day before my 19th birthday. He was sick, but we thought it was the normal kind that he gets after eating wild rabbit my cats hunt. We were gonna take him to the vet Monday morning if he wasn't better that day. I woke up to him dying. I can't deal with this. Not now, not ever. He was my best friend and the only one to never hurt me.
Now everythung hurts 10,000 times more than normal. I asked my friends if we could play a game tonight bc I was having a rough day and I needed to get my mind off it. They said they were too tired, which ok, that's fair. Except that I just looked on Discord, and they're playing Phasmophobia. They weren't too tired to play games. They were too tired to deal with me.
Thus shouldn't male me so upset but it is. It doesn't help that I already feel like everyone hates me, too.
Time: 10:02pm
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Vent Book Because Depression
Non-FictionThis is a vent book so trigger warnings aren't in the chapters and I don't really want to read them again, so here, Tw: mentions of self harm, suicidal thoughts, Eating disorders / mental health issues and panic attacks. They aren't in ever chapter...
