"Exhausted"

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LO: crib
August 17, Thursday.
10:29 PM

h/n is his/name
y/n is your/name

h/n is his/name y/n is your/name

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3:16 - Jhené aiko
.play dat shit.


"fuck allat fr, i'm so done wit chu"

Mad bitches in h/n's phone. And it pisses me off how he tries to justify his actions.

He says he's young, but I'm young too.

But do I entrain multiple people ? No, because I love and care for you.

I use to get nervous about saying how I feel. It'll result with him blocking me, or leaving the house.

I never knew why, but now I know. He doesn't like to be told what he's doing is wrong.

He's stubborn, as fuck.

He always starts arguments, and some how I'm the one who ends up blocked.

It's exhausting. I don't wanna leave him though. I love him, he makes me feel happy. Well.. sometimes.

It's exhausting feeling like you're a 30 day trial.

It's exhausting having to live in fear from being blocked when expressing how you feel.

It's exhausting feeling like I'm in competition with other bitches.

He's says I'm his peace.

My heart aches anytime his tone seems off, which usually results in an argument which HE starts.

The nights I would cry to my mom and not mention his name because I didn't want her outlook to change about him.

I just want us to be perfect.

All my friends, and family say anytime I talk about him my face lights up.

I can agree, it's almost like all the bad things that happen leave my head.

Sometimes it's better to stay until you get tired.

But I've been saying consistently that I'm exhausted. Is it almost time for me to go? I don't know.

As soon as I build up the courage to leave, all the good memories flood my head, then I feel like shit for wanting to leave.

"You should've never looked through my phone if you didn't want your feelings hurt" h/n says typing on his phone.

"This isn't fair h/n, it's not fair" I cry into my hands. My body shakes from how hurt I am.

It's not the first time this had happened either.

H/n shakes his head then sighs. He gets up off the couch and walks out the front door, slamming it behind him.

After wiping my tears, i grab my phone to text him.

My eyes water as I see the messages I sent turn green.

He blocked me, shocker.




|where cherry talks her shit|

Lol

3 more months till I'm 18!!!

Got my tongue pierced again so it'll feel good on soles clit.


Got my tongue pierced again so it'll feel good on soles clit

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