Y\N it's a captivating and compassionate soul who it's very dedicated to her job. She is an event planner and a pretty famous one in Seoul because of the amount of the celebrity parties that she planned. Her romantic life was a bit tormented as she...
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Shin-won really surprised me with a very nice dinner. His company was a very good distraction from my stressful thoughts and I admit that I found myself looking forward to the next date. He made it pretty clear that even though we will both be very busy with work, he's willing to make efforts so we can have time to get to know each other better.
Everything went great on our first date. He didn't ask about my past and I really didn't want to know about his. He only asked one personal question the whole night.
"Have you ever been in love?"
I looked at him trying to read the expression on his face after he asked me this question. He was definitely curious. But he quickly apologized and said that this is too personal and there is no need for me to answer. I just hoped that he didn't see the frown on my face. The frown that I quickly erased and replaced it with a wide smile. I could risk and reveal that the answer to this question is yes and that I still am in love with that person. If anything, I'm still heartbroken and I'm pretty much using Shin-won to distract my thoughts from the man I'm still in love with.
I tried to give him an answer that would not raise suspicious questions or remarks.
"I'm twenty five and I haven't even figured out my life properly. Yes, I do have a very successful career, but I want to make sure that I figured myself out first. Get to know me better and discover who I really am. It's better to allow yourself to fall in love when you meet the right person. And how do you know if it's the right person for you if you haven't even figured out who you really are?"
It wasn't a lie. I do need to discover more. I just left out some details about how in the end I allowed myself to fall for the wrong man before learning to love myself first.
This guy it's really sweet and I can't help but think how much I really want someone who understands me and who isn't afraid to be vulnerable around me. Shin-won seems to be the kind of guy who can take care of me and calm all the chaos inside of me that Yoongi has created.
My worst case scenario turned out to become reality. There is no more me and Yoongi. I really need to let go of the thought of us together and see what happens next.
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Soon came the first meeting between our team and Yoongi's crew of musicians. There were a lot of people in the meeting room. From sound engineers to bus drivers, everyone who is going to be involved in this tour was invited. My duty as a tour manager is to bring all of them together. It does require a lot of tasks: keeping track of all the money coming in and out, the logistics, the equipment that needs to get in the right location and different promotion obligations. A lot of people are going to help and be involved in this, but I just couldn't help feeling a bit nervous as it was the first time I was going to organize the administration for a big event like this.
