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Nyx"Ashley?..no..Riley?..Nope" Morticia says to our baby as she gets her changed. "Honey....what are you doing?" i ask as i sit up. "I'm trying to find a name. I got bored and I started saying random things and she screamed at Dorito..im not naming my child that" She says as she finishes changing the baby.
"What about Raven since she was born on the same night as the raven?" I ask. I smile as our daughter squeals "she likes it...Raven Frump.". Tish looks at me through teary eyes "Frump?". I hum "Shes your daughter and ill be a frump one day too". "Just think..next year I'll have to buy both my girls a birthday present for the same day" she tells me. I nod.
There's a knock on the door and I look towards it as Wednesday, Pugsly and larissa step in. They all take turns hugging and congratulating me and Morticia before sitting down. "I'm so glad your water didn't break on the dance floor.. that would have been a nightmare" Larissa jokes. I hum.
"So..what kind is it?" I look at pugsly weird as he says this "I mean do i have a brother or another sister". I smile and i watch as morticia gently puts a bow on Ravens head as I speak "Raven is a girl..". They all smile and Morticia passes Raven around.
"I still can't believe you had a baby with my mom" Wednesday whispers to me as she stands next to me. "Hey atleast its not like you heard us having sex again" I tell her as I sip on my water.
Tish looks at us shocked "when did she hear that?". "The night when I went and got drunk in her and enids room" I say with a smirk on my face. "Oh I remember" tish leans over the bed and holds onto my chin. Her lips hover just over mine as she mutters "I remember how that dress you had on made me fuck you there and then". I open my mouth as I quietly moan out "oh tish".
"Do you have to do that whilst we're here?" Larissa groans as she looks up from Raven in her arms. "Believe me I'd be doing more that that infront of you if I could. I havent had sex in 5 months because someone didn't want to stress me out" I stare at Morticia as I speak. "And thats our queue to leave" Wednesday says grabbing pugsly by the arm and pulling him out.
I laugh slightly as I rest my head on the pillow. I look over to Morticia and I watch as she holds Raven in maternal way "can you go get me a sandwich or something..thankyou baby". I watch as she nods and walks out the room after passing larissa Raven.
Larissa sighs and looks at me "I've.. noticed you haven't held Raven whilst we have been here..". I rub my eyes as tears rush to them "I just..dont want to break her. I look at morticia and she's so good with her I just..I don't think I have any..maternal instincts.". She gets up and comes over to me. She places Raven on my chest then hugs me "you will be a brilliant mother Nyx".
"Well what if I'm not. What if I end up as crap as a parent as mine were?" I argue back "What if I drop her and she breaks something? What if i..forget her somewhere and some..perv get her? Oh god..what if she gets taken away from morticia because of me". I feel my chest starting to tighten as I struggle to breathe. My eyes dart around the room and I feel Larissa lifting Raven off me.
Morticia rushes in the room when she hears my heart monitor beeping and a few doctors come in behind her. "What did you do? WHAT DID YOU SAY TO HER?" Tish shouts at Larissa as the doctor puts a oxygen mask on me and tries to calm me down. "I..nothing. I was asking her if she was okay since she hasn't held Raven and she..started worrying that she wouldn't be a good mother" larissa stutters out.
Morticia comes over to the bed and holds my hand. She kisses my head as she whispers "Your okay Mon cheri..Your okay". I feel something being injected into me and I frown. My eyes start to get heavy and my breathing slows down.
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MorticiaI sigh as I watch my girlfriend falling asleep. "She had a panic attack. This could just be a one off or it could be the start of postpartum depression.." The doctor explains. "Last time she..had depression of some sorts she went mute and tried to kill herself. Shes also struggled with eating on and off..could that happen again?" I ask. "Maybe. Just keep an eye on her and if she gets worse encourage her to see a doctor" She tells me and I nod.
I take Raven from larissa and I sit next to her "im sorry for shouting at you. Im just..so worried about her. She wasn't too okay before she had Raven and she doesn't need more added onto it". Larissa stands up and rubs Ravens head gently "You will get through this. You two were made for eachother. Call me if you need anything". I watch as the taller woman leaves.
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Mon Chéri
FanfictionNyx Thorpe (18) is the older sister of Xavier Thorpe. Her parents send her to Nevermore a bit late in her academic life due to one too many students being strangles by her thorn branches. On her first day at Nevermore she catches the eye of a certai...