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Chapter 31 | He'll make you cry

Hello! Ugh you won't believe my luck, just as I finally have time to finish the chapter-- i have poor reception! Well I am currently on vacation and sleeping on a boat in the middle of the sea.

But still, can you imagine the audicity with this reception?

So there might be some mistakes in the text cause I couldn't fix all of them. Anyway enjoy!

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Laying on my bed, staring at the white ceiling. That's pretty much all I do in here. I sleep, shower and stare at the ceiling. Oh, and occasionaly take some walk up and down my room.

I'm soooo bored.

I've already read those two books that he got me and I have completely nothing else to do.

I just wish that I could go out, enjoy the fresh air, feel the wind in my hair and the sun on my face.

Instead I am staying inside my room just waiting till he visites me and starts fucking with my mind again. What happened at night was wrong. I shouldn't have kissed him back.

I mean, obviously now I can be smart about it, but when you find yourself face to face with a terrfying mob boss and he commands you to kiss him back... you just do it. You do it because you care about your life more than you care about your damn pride.

So I'm not really blaming myself so much for kissing him back, but more so for what happened next.

We were making out. For at least a minute. I mean wtf Cali???

And I moaned against his lips? Pathetic. I have no spine. I don't know what's happening to me, it's like the more time passes by the more I can feel myself becoming... needier? Like I have actual erotic needs. I didn't have them before, although at my age I was supposed to feel some needs or at least imagine having sex. I never did. Not even when I was with Steven and he was actually treating me nice. That says a lot.

But now... now it's different. That man, that.. monster, he is making me question everything I thought knew about myself. He makes my body acting so strangely, feeling things that it never felt before.

And he messes with my mind. A lot.

He just knows that I have abandondment issues and traumas from how I was treated by my uncle. And he's using all of that.

Ana was really right - he is a top one manipulator.

Oh, Ana... I miss her so much. I can't believe we got into a fight like that. This is not us. How I wish that she'd come back and we could talk about it and have fun together. How she could make me forget about this place and about me being a property instead of an actual person.

KNOCK KNOCK

Shooting my head up to look at the doors as I hear knocking. Am just about to stand up as I hear a female's voice behind them.

"Cali, it's me Laura, can I come in?"

A little surprised that she came here, but still I don't mind a visit. Bye bye boredom. Pulling myself up to sit cross-legged I yell "sure, come in!"

Doors opening she hops inside, closing them behind her "hello" she greets cheerfully.

"Hi" patting down the sheets with my palm I gesture her to take a seat as she starts closing to my bed.
She nods, sitting down on the edge of my bed she leans back on her straightened up hands with her legs swinging back and forward as they're no longer touching the ground.

"So, what brings you here?" I wonder.

"My shift is over and I was wondering if you want to do something together. I figured you should be pretty bored being in your room all day" she explains, a smile playing on her red lips "you know, since us maids can't do anything else beside work through our shift then return to our rooms" she groans, rolling her eyes.