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My therapist was talking to me.

She suggested the idea of narcissism.


Narcissism.


I know that doesn't mean egotistical.

I know that doesn't mean I'm a terrible person.


But isn't that me?

It's my entire personality, isn't it?

I am the one who has caused myself pain.

I am the one who cares about myself,

And I guess no one else does,

Or maybe,

I don't let them.


It hurts,

And I don't know how to change.

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