I don't know how much longer I can handle it.
It's only been two days, hasn't it?
Two days before the overwhelming feeling came back.
Two days before the first suicidal thought came back in a while.
Two days before I consider taking initiative.
I feel so fucking conflicted.
I want to die.
I forgot how that felt,
Until two days ago.
Now, I miss it.
Now, it's all starting to come back again.
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Depressing Poems
PoetryA collection of poems focusing on the topic of depression. TW: Includes topic of depression and self-harm, includes profanity.