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I don't know how much longer I can handle it.

It's only been two days, hasn't it?

Two days before the overwhelming feeling came back.

Two days before the first suicidal thought came back in a while.

Two days before I consider taking initiative.

I feel so fucking conflicted.

I want to die.

I forgot how that felt,

Until two days ago.

Now, I miss it.

Now, it's all starting to come back again.

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