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Poetry

A collection of poems focusing on the topic of depression. TW: Includes topic of depression and self-harm, includes profanity.

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by Reading41020

by Reading41020

Obsession.

This is what you get, for being obsessed.

Literal hurt, everywhere.

Why the fuck would you do that?

You fucking bitch. Stop opening up,

But stop self-sabotaging at the same time.

I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you.

You literal fucking bitch.

Is this what it feels to have a favorite person?

Because if it is, then I don't want one.

I don't want all their actions to be the root of my emotions,

But if they leave?

That's worse, because their abandonment will make me feel like my world is collapsing.

It makes me feel like there's no point in this shitty world.

You are the light in my life,

You make my whole life brighter,

But I'm scared.

I'm scared of hurting you.

I'm scared of hurting myself.

I'm scared.

Please, don't look.

Not this time, at least.

I can't show you this side, or you'll hate me for my desperation.

I'm sorry.

I'm really sorry.