Wait, WHAT! (Lapidot human au)

Chapter 4: uh oh

(MAJIOR TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️)

About 2 months later 

Lapis/pov

Me and peridot have been in the same dorm room for 2 months and the only interactions we've had are a few "opps" and "sorry" here and there. I was getting kinda lonely I mean I'm sure she is too, from what I can tell she also has no friends. I don't have friends, well I have jaspers friends but they just bully people while I stand there, I've even seen them bully peridot, which always breaks my heart, but there isn't anything I can do they'll just tell jasper if I try to stop them, and then I'll get punished. 

It was another Wednesday which means I had to go to jasper's. The last few times haven't been that bad but you never know. I was getting ready to leave when peridot said something "where are you going" she asked, she kinda sounded nervous "n-nowhere" I responded shakily out of fear of what she would say next "well you're obviously going somewhere. You leave every Wednesday at 5:00pm, and come back bruised. then I hear you crying at night, so. Where. Are. You. Going?" She stated with a pretty strait face "I uh" I looked down at my phone and saw the time 5:15! I gasped quietly, but loud enough for peridot to hear it "what?" I heard her ask. I turned around shaking " I NEED TO LEAVE NOW" I practically yelled while running to the door. 

Third person/pov

Peridot just stood there stunned at this sudden outburst that her roommate just had while lapis was running to her car on the verge of a panic attack. Lapis knew if she was late there would be punishment, but peridot was talking to her it wasn't her fault, but jasper wouldn't care who's fault it is she only cared that lapis was late. Peridot still had no idea what just happened, and she still didn't know where her roommate was going. Peridot decided to get her mind of it with going to the park for a while, she used to go there when she was bullied.

Lapis/pov 

I was driving with tears begging to be let out, but I held them in. "I'm so stupid I got so distracted with talking to my stupid roommate and now my girlfriend is going to kill me" I told myself in the car. When I finally arrived I knocked on the door only to be greeted by a hit in the head with a baseball bat. It knocked me to the floor as I screamed, but my scream kept getting quieter until my vision started getting blurry 'oh no I'm blacking out' but before I blacked out jasper hit me again this time in the stomach. The last thing I remember was seeing a smiling jasper in the corner of my eye until it all went black.

2 hours later 

I woke up in a dark room, wait no jaspers bedroom. I realized I was tied to the bed, and MY CLOTHES WERE TORN ON THE GROUND my body was cover in many bruises and everything hurt especially my head. I wanted to scream but I knew it would only make things worse, so I sat there in pain until jasper came in "finally you awake I was starting to think I killed you" she laughed "can I go home please" I pleaded but she just kept laughing "soon baby, soon" she then jumped on top of me...

Another hour later cuz you can probably guess what happened

"Alright you can go now I'm pleased" jasper told me with a  smirk, I nodded "do you have clothes I can take" I said shaking from both the pain all over my body and from holding in my tears " yeah yeah whatever just take something" I grabbed an oversized hoodie and pit it on, but on my way out jasper said " don't be late again or next time I won't be so nice" 'NICE YOU CALL THIS NICE' I wanted to scream but instead "yes of course I'm so sorry" came out. 

 I made it to my car and broke down 'i've just been raped' I thought through sobs, after 30 mins I finally stop crying enough to see. it was about 9:45 when I left jaspers and about 10:35 when I got home. I hid my tears the best I could while walking to dorm, but as I was unlocking the door I realized peridot was going to be there 'uh oh I really don't want to explain this' I thought while tears where stinging my eyes. I opened the door to see an empty dorm thank goodness, I walked to my bed and cried I cried for a while until I heard the door open, and peridot walked in I looked at her stupidly and immediately looked away to wipe my tears even though I was still shaking 

"Were you crying?" She asked "uh... no!" I shouted defensively I knew I was lying I was pretty sure she did too. "Oh so the wet stain on your shirt and pillow is from water" she stated sarcastically. I wanted to reply, but I couldn't. I started to shake violently again cuz I started thinking about it...  I started crying again I saw peridot freeze when I started crying but I looked away when I started hyperventilating.  I heard a thump as foot steps neared me this frightening me even more because my mind was still off and I felt like it was jasper coming to hurt me again. I felt the bed beside me move down like someone sat there this made things worse, my brain still thought it was jasper and now she was even closer to me. My thought train was interrupted by arms rapping around me and pulling me into... a hug?  I haven't had someone hug since before jasper was mean. I was still crying but I opened my eyes and noticed it was peridot. Wait, WHAT! Why is peridot hugging me I didn't even know she cared. I stared at her for a while until I hugged back. This was nice. I leaned my head into her shoulder and I sobbed, and I sobbed loud I just let everything out the rape the abuse all of it.

Everything still hurt but I was calming down I stoped crying and my breathing was a little better, but I was shaking too much to speak. I was tired and in pain but I pushed those thoughts away and just focused on the hug, I slowly stoped shaking and feel asleep. 

 I DID IT  chapter 4 you now know why lapis was crying and well so do I cuz I didn't really know it all just came to me and I was like perfect 😈 anyway I hoped you like it I'll try to post tomorrow but we'll see