Wait, WHAT! (Lapidot human au)

Chapter 7: the picture

Lapis/pov

"Lapis, what are we going to do about jasper?" Peridot asked. Why would she ask this, I felt like bursting into tears. I was traumatized, and I just want to ignore the problems, but she just had to ask I mean sure we can't avoid it forever but it hasn't even been 24 hours (if your confused it's cuz the chapter "please" was in the middle of the night the day of the rape)  "I-I don't know peridot" I said in a shaky voice. peridot hadn't said anything back and now I was crying because all the stuff I had been ignoring is now bubbling up.  "God I'm such a crybaby" I thought this just made things worse. peridot still hadn't done anything and I was questioning why I put my trust in her I knew everyone gave up on me but it still hurt. my thoughts were interrupted by a loud scream "LAPIS!" 

peridots/pov 

"I-I don't know peridot" lapis responded after a minute or so. "we can just talk about it later I didn't mean to make you upset" I said still not looking at her.  she didn't say anything for a bit I looked over a her and gasped "lapis?" I said worried "lapis!?"  I said again. oh no I must of Triger something I knew I shouldn't of brought it up! I'm such a clod! lapis was now vilely shaking and crying but I didn't know what to do. "LAPIS!" I screamed again, but this time she opened her eyes. she was looking at me crying while I was looking at her with a smile and tears in my eyes. I leapt forward to hug her "oh my god lapis I'm so sorry I shouldn't of brought it up it was so stupid of me" I rambled while in the hug.   we sat there hugging for maybe 5 mins until she leaned back a little. our faces where no inches apart she wasn't crying anymore but she had tear streams on her face. she was so vulnerable and broken, and it broke my heart to see her in such a state. I moved my hand up to her cheek and wiped her tears. after I wiped them is still didn't remove my hand when she slowly started to move closer making the gap between us smaller.   I started to do the same when she closed the gap.

wait, WHAT! ME AND LAPIS ARE KISSING!!!! it was a short kiss but when we separated all I could think of is how I wanted to do it again 

lapis/pov 

 when we separated from the kiss we just stared at each other when suddenly my phone went off.  pure fear struck through my body. I just broke a rule and now jasper knows, how does he know I DONT KNOW, but he does. there's no way she doesn't why else would my phone go off right after I kissed peridot. jasper is the only contact in my phone so it had to be her.   I stated shaking with fear as peridot moved over and grabbed my phone.  I saw her eyes scanning my screen. "um lapis its from an unknown number" she said. my face changed from terrified to scared and confused. I slowly moved over to her and looked at the screen "unknown number sent a photo" is what I read. I unlocked my phone and opened the message the picture was ME AND PERIDOT KISSING!!! 

me and peridot gasped "h-how did they get this photo? is s-someone in the room?" I asked scared. the picture looked like it had been taken from peridots bed that was clean because she had slept in my bed last night. peridot wasn't responding. she was petrified with fear. I wonder what's going on in her head right now 

Peridots/pov

who took this photo?  why did thy want this photo?  are they going to show jasper?!  my head was spinning, first I was wondering how they got this photo but now all I could think of was lapis, the girl I only became friends with last night, the girl who I had just kissed!  all I wanted was to protect her I didn't want her to get hurt anymore but this photo was going to do the opposite of that. I'm so stupid why did I kiss her I knew the consequences but I did it anyway. it felt so natural and good for the 2 seconds that it lasted I wish we could do it again but we shouldn't of even done it once. the worry thoughts were so much. I couldn't stand the thought of lapis being hurt but that was all that ingulfed my mind.