Hamza Nijad Ali,
Cold, Arrogant, Clever.
He has little use of ethics even less use of affection.
A philophobic with a past he can't accept and a future he can't expect.
He thought he will never feel anything until.....
Hania Zerlin Malik
Sweet,Shy...
I don't know what's wrong with Hamza,but I can see my old self in him.
The way I suffered how to deal with depression, anxiety and anger management he reminds me of myself ,what I was 4 years ago. He reminds me how vulnerable I was.
I know it , it's hard to explain what's going on in your head ,when you don't understand it yourself.
I'll talk to him tomorrow.
"Have you done with that"Anvita asked me innocently." Thank God I'm not a violent person otherwise you would be dead by now"I responded making a bun with my hair.
She had tagged us in post captioning "Friend's slay together and stay together" And that triggered my bestfriend Shazia.
Shazi: you cheated on me with her
Me: what are you even talking??
Shazi: you just abandoned me....
Me: it's just a post c'mon!!
During lunch Anvita suggested me to tell shazi that one of them is my boyfriend... I immediately cut off her because i don't want to think about them like that.
Shazi: didn't you get a better person to cheat on me.
Me : if you are going to fight with me tonight ,you will have to CHEAT in your exam tomorrow.
Shazi: ya whatever I'll never forgive you for your betrayal.
Me : good night,all the best for your exam.
Finally I solved this issue,she is little jealous type of person when it comes to friendship.
But if I told her I'm dating one of them she'll be the most happiest person.
But it's not gonna happen,I stopped believing in this stuff a long back.
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Today i had an amazing day in biochemistry lab with Adarsh,he's smart too.
It's was really nice to spend time with him, like you can learn so many things from him, with a touch of humour.
And as usual Anvita was sleeping during the whole theory class.
We quickly had lunch and I talked to my parents. It's time for dissection session and physiology lab.
It's was little difficult to adjust to the formalin smell , but It was so fascinating to see what's inside human body.
Don't ask me how many times i washed my hands..
Me and Hamza are walking towards the physio lab "Are you okay?, you seem little off yesterday...."I asked him timidly.And he looked so tensed"Yeah I am doing fine" he replied with a smile.
