Love Is Medicine

CHAPTER 20

HAMZA

She didn't turned to wave me before entering the door, like she usually does. Melancholy consumed me at that sight.

Until now I didn't know the small gesture,can hurt me like that.

I was walking to my car remembering every second of her with that assh*le
Rahul.

I just stayed there half an hour just to walk 5 minutes with her.

A smile tugged at my lips when I saw her walking out of the library.

But I saw him Rahul,a senior who sits on the right table beside us in the library.

I will be a fool if I say, I only have eyes for her, I look at everything surrounded her including the assh*les who look at her.

The oily smile on his face ,while he was talking to her,i was tempted to break every bone in his body.

Didn't he see how freaking uncomfortable she is? And i hated myself for joining the practice,but she is the one insisted me to join Arsh and Shazu.

"She was mine,she was mine alone,she just didn't know it yet."

Infact I hadn't know it myself until I saw her with him.

I don't care who the hell wants her, but she is already mine, from the moment I saw her, Unless she is not okay with it.

Hania zerlin Malik is fucking mine.

True to her name she is happiness the i crave (Hania),she is the first light ray, dawn my ray of hope (zerlin).

She is the light the to my darkness, without her I'm lost.

I returned to my room, took a shower,tried to study a bit but the guilt is consuming me.

I never behaved cold like that with her before, I hate it.

I was not being toxic but it's hurts to wait for her just to see Rahul firlting with her.

I'm not jealous of him because he talked to her, that means I have to be jealous of Arsh and shahzain too.

But the smirk, that conveyed that he is better than me....I don't like it!!!

She doesn't deserve my cold attitude,well no one deserves it ,but I'm trying to change.

When you like someone,and you hurt them it's the most painful thing.does my mom feel the same guilt?

I can't resist myself,i called her,she didn't answer. I again called her this time she answered,but it's not her.

"Hello Hania?" I said into the phone.

"Hamza woh namaz padh rahe hai"Anvita informed.

(She is offering her namaz)

"Is something important?"she questioned.

"No i just called casually, good night Anvi".

And i ended the call.

I continued to study for another hour.

I'm walking in the park in our community after dinner.

There is a reason behind my anger, what if she likes someone, ofcourse she is a human.

The thought never crossed my mind, and i can't even tell hania,that I like her.

That's why I was angry not at her, but at myself.

When she asked if I'm okay, that moment I can't control my emotions, they were too much ,i just showed the cold attitude and she still asked me if I'm okay.