Love Is Medicine

CHAPTER 60

I realised we have to write according to our mood, like I wanted it to be super emotional..and it turned out to be mid🤡

Anyways enjoy the chapter!!

HAMZA

"Hamza?" I'm not making fun of myself again, it's all dream!

What if she's really here?

I opened my eyes and I see her standing infront me, "Now you are standing infront of me?" I mutter to the non existing Hania, who haunted my dreams, nightmares everything and close my eyes again.

I fucked up so much, probably she doesn't even want to see my face..

"Hamza!!" It's clearly her, the voice can deceive me but not her touch.

"Hania?" I can barely keep my eyes open.

The blurry image of her invades my mind.

I try to sit up to clear my brain fog, and i realised that I'm shirtless!

She should have informed before hand! I would've made an effort to wear a shirt!!

This isn't the first time she's seeing me shirtless, but seeing her all flustered made me little embarrassed!

She everted her gaze "Please wear something!" I wore my football jersey!! Like what the hell, i can't find anything other than that.

The sound of chair dragging across the carpet filled the room, and i can't help but take a look at her, she's looking amazing as always, but my eyes zeroed at her hand,. she was sick too!

Apart from that she looks, perfect in her black Abaya asusual!

She placed the chair far away like near the foot of the bed! I didn't like it at all..

I'm not a plague baby!!

"How are you?" She ask nervously, like I'll roast her up for my dinner.

"Good?" I just leaned forward and i pulled the chair little more closer with my right hand, "How are you?" I don't why the hell I did that!!

Probably she's hating the idea of being here!

"I'm fine!" She answered still flushed, I wish I could believe that.

She nervously asked looking around "When are you coming back to college?" Honestly I was not expecting that question.

"Well..I don't have a answer as of now!" I answered sincerely, but i don't think she's satisfied with that.

"What does that suppose to mean??" I can feel the irritation in her voice, i hate opening up!

I stared at the wall for a full minute"I don't fucking know!! This isn't how i thought everything will be!!" The transparency among us is insane!

She's still fidgeting with her fingers"What changed now?"A hint of softness added in her tone.

I gulped slightly "Everything! I don't think, it's meant for me..honestly I don't like changes, i hate coping up with changes..." I think I cut main nerve which helped in thinking and logical stuff!

I sound so lame here!

She cleared her throat a bit"You used to say, life is boring that it needs some changes??" And a small smile curved up on my face.

This is the fucking reason i love talking to her, there's no room for boredom!

I thought a moment before i spoke "I did! Where I meant small changes like you know, a change in your regular coffee order, a bit of colour to your clothes rather than your usual style..that sort of changes i like.. not where you wanted something yesterday and suddenly you woke up gutted with a blank space in your mind without figuring out anything what went down??"